Hi (:
My name is Chair and I rock.
Seventeen candles on the 28th September '09. I ♥ cocktails, cocaine, and clubbing.

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you know you love me
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at 2:02 AM


Glad his gf forgive him and gave him one more chance.
Hope i wun get to see you upset again.
Totally make me so bitter seeing you so upset.

Sighs. How i wish i could just forget you NOW,
smackHEART*
Sighs. Sighs. Sighs.

Why let me see him on that day . WHY WHY WHY



at 9:55 AM

Yesterday

I'm so getting tired having a friend like you, Who wanna act whatever blahs.
Things doesn't happen for the first time alr, and is your wish to break everything.
Having a friend like you, I'm SERIOULY afraid of intro`in my friends to you!
And when I'm FUCKING HURT, And still you can FUCKING TALKING TO HIM HAPPILY! What's this? My heart totally tore.
I made an attemp to forgive you once alr, but now you seem no different. Wanna test my patience right? So i think we just end our F/S now (THURS 9.58AM WHILE I'M TYPING) I'm not going to attent you anymore, I'm getting sick and tired facing you alr. You know that i like him, And you choose to be close to him? What'r you trying to prove me ? You're prettier then me? O.O Then go ahead luh. Whatever is now shall simply stop now! Just don't come acting one nbcb to me. ENOUGH ENOUGH ENOUGH!!!!! You've totally make my day
Tears are simply so going dry crying over friends!





Last min @PLAYCLUB, as keith bomb me when i OFF my phone for few mintues -_-
Compass a SUCKY place, i swear and curse, I wun step there ANYMORE, If i'll to step there again, I GLADLY JAW-WALKING AND LET THE CAR BANG ME! What a day. First is her stuff, And next letting me bump to LEE JIAMING, WTHECK! What on earth yesterday?!BLOODY GAYS!! I just can't thinking about stuff happen yesterday. *I bet you've his number now right? Go ahead contacting him.! GO AHEAD! This doesn't really bother me anymore.
I JUST WANT A WORDS FROM YOU,
1. Did you treat me as a spare tyre EVERYTIME?
2. Did you treat me good is because of my FRIEND?
ME!: I feel like THROWING MONEY AT YOUR FACE! (#@*#(@

I really don't know what's FRIEND to me . But i know my GPT is always there for me right? But i doesn't wanna bother them (: As they had their own problem.
Sometimes i choose not to say is because I CRY FOR MY FAILURE!
What's happening to me? T.T
HEAD SPINNING SINCE LAST NIGHT PLAY!
Don't wish to rant anymore, feel like bashing up HER! All i wish now is SHE to get LOST in my mind from TODAY!
Feel like tearing but nothing came out ROFL!

Now i just want to DIG A HOLE for myself to hide for a period of days .


Ps ah LUCAS,BOBBY,KEITH as i'm not going in /= So Sorry! T.T
OHMAN, Why must this world connect here and there ? Keith know alvin&Charles. Charles &alvin know ******.! WTHECK IS THIS?! Lucas know reign. O.O Bobby know reign too -_- What a day @PLAY last night/= Why must s'pore so SMALL!? WHY WHY WHY AHHHH!!!

HuiLi falling sick

Kai say to me :
i am going to buy you a LOLLI LOLLI, and put it inside your mouth.

What a kind hearted soul of you KAI!






BEFORE PLAYCLUB!







真真的爱是不求回报


at 11:24 PM

Bored bored bored.

Went out with manuela for BREAKFAST/LUNCH/DINNER (:
Bought GUGU's favourite LILY flower, Manuela Acc me to GUGU's nitic! *Thanks oh!
Grandma's nitic is not yet ready ):


OHMAN, Watch 蓝球火 and 不良笑花.
One xiaozhu one Rainie! My love love O.O


I'm so boredddd ahh!
Tmr finally can swim alr. Cya LG tmr! <333


at 1:47 PM

My head finally stop spinning. LOL

Find that my blog is lack of photo. Didn't really have time to transfer photo to laptop. Hoho! ROFL, Jason is always making me dizzy from those words. ROFL!
Seem that my english is dropping again, Seeing upon my typing feel like LAUGHING OUT LOUD! ROFL!

I shall stop ranting about something here, And end my post here.
Feeling so weird after you've read my blog, You came talking to me. What shhiiitttt iiissssss thiiixxssss ? LMAO!

OverDue Photo




TAGS REPLIES


kiefer: hah. shi meh. ruanruan nia
ME: O.O What siols?!

JANICE: hie, miss ue. whn gt tym to cum out? call me ok. take lot cares. Bye
ME: Hey, Missya too. Call you soon (:

tzewei.: tearing...? O.O
ME: O.O HAHAH! Nahs ah

michael: ahlian gangster . pui
michael: cya ltr. ahahahahahahs
ME: NB! Michael you trying to be funny sibo ? *slap!

chau: jes scream is kan super hiong whahaha!
ME: O.O is kan sibei hiong lohs. Siao luh she.! LOL

keith: we dun care, better cum out on 4nov. if nt we pia to ur hse pull u out XDDD
ME: Whatever luhs, I dont'want mean dont'want! Sorry alright!

minmin <3: DEAREST GRACE! are u ok? u dun look fine to me leiz. who is tht he man? let me find out i gonna kill
minmin <3: just try to put down alritrs. u hv us awae. love<333
ME: DEAREST MIN! I'm ok ahs. Yeahs, thanks alot <3

zw: nabei. missing frm us again. =.=
ME: Where got? -.-

Angela: wad peterpan la. small girl la u.
ME: NB! Peterpan so cute. ! HAHAH! -.-

marcus: i tink he knw u lyk him . hahah. we nv say anyting har. tc. cya soon
ME: WHAT?!!!!!

gene: hw u ?
ME: Umms, So far okok.! You You??!




11.46PM


Having running nose like tapwater now. AHH!
Went over point to meetup with los&dev at 8.3opm, Whole body burning!! O.O
Reach and walk to dev house. ROFL, have muttons and mureku! MY FAVOURITE!
Rofl, I'm so freaking tired now ): No energy to type anymore! Update Again



誰都別來安慰　我不想承認我有流淚


at 11:27 PM

I got so much to post tonight

2Idiot making me mad to go wed event, As if i'm going i'll be having LOLLIPOP from them ):


Went tpy, and i got my XXL lollipop, *HIGHHIGHHIGH* Slack at shop there till 9plus, Seeing so many chapter of show there, As 2of them hor, Making me NUTS man. BUAY TAHAN!
Bus home smell something Fishy, Feel like puking man. LOL. Walk home and something make me keep looking at 1guy down my block, I keep staring all th way at him, But when i walk more closer, IS NOT HIM, Jitao feel like bursting to cry and laughter! Am'i mad ? I think so. Idk why am'i thinking so much, till i tot is him down my block. OMFG! I'm SERIOUSLY NUT to the MAX now.

My mind full of crap, While chatting with Reign in msn now, I seriously don'tknow what i'm typing also. I'm INSANE ! Head spinning spinning spinning now.
I'm making myself a fool now. Justnow at shop i'm sitting there dont'know thinking of what, and people can say i'm so steady to sit there, not like someone talk and talk . waHAHAH! lol. *Laughs.


OH MY GODNESS!, WHAT A POST I'M TYPING NOW!



等你等到好辛苦，爱你爱到好辛苦。


at 12:34 PM

I'm super free now, Therefor i'm here to blog (:


Words that can't explain my feeling. O.O Idk what's happening to me .
Sorry Jason if i give you th wrong idea. If i know i'm close to you give you the wrong idea, I wun even msgs you and talk cock to you . Seriously sorry.
Whatever alr.
What on earth can i do or what i can do. I'm superb WHATEVER now.

What is life ? What is sad? What is happy? What is enjoy? What is crying? What is friend? What is devil? What is angel? What is songs ? What is family ?

What is everything ? WHY WHY WHY ?! #()@#&(@)#*9

Sorry if i'm abit insane typing those word. Sighs.
What i want now is 1of his msgs to sent me to cheer me up now.
What am i thinking man, When i know this wun be happening -.- OhDear, I'm seriously having high fever alr. What's life suppose to mean to me now ? O.O

Is also getting hard to have a chat with friends nowsday, Feeling i'm living in NO AIR! O.O Been recalling alot of stuff now, MAKING ME INSANE LIKE PEOPLE IN IMH ALR! AHHHHHGGRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I'm crazy
I'm crazy
I'm crazy
I'm crazy
I'm crazy
I'm crazy
I'm crazy
I'm crazy
I'm crazy
I'm INSANE!


WHAT MORE CAN I SAY ?

WHAT MORE CAN I SAY ?
WHAT MORE CAN I SAY ?
WHAT MORE CAN I SAY ?
WHAT MORE CAN I SAY ?
WHAT MORE CAN I SAY ?
WHAT MORE CAN I SAY ?





Went out afternoon to meet my 2BELOVED and huili.
ToaPayoh. I can't find something i wanted T.T
Laogong bought something, Darl too, AND huili too. O.O
5plus went over SkyGarden, Chichat awhile and needed to go, Jason call me, all my vuglar words all came out -.- Starting to go insane and sot of emo.
6Plus, Cab with LAOGONG, Sent her back first, (Return you th rest of the money on wed?) Inside cab, Pour all my rubbish to her, Am i being mean? Off to kovan to meetup with bla. O.O Bus-ed home at 10plus.





Excat 3rdMonths since Grandma pass away.
This keep making my mind think of last 2year when GUGU pass away. Always my dearest.

3-4Month since i heard GRANDMA voice
2Year plus since i heard GUGU voice
3-4Month since i last touch GRANDMA hand
2Year plus since i last touch GUGU hand
3-4Month since i last seen GRANDMA face
2Year plus since i last seen GUGU face
2-3MONTH SINCE I DO EVERYTHING TO CHEER HER UP
2YEAR PLUS SINCE I DO EVERYTHING TO CHEER HER UP! O.O



你说爱情是一场游戏
那，我们可不可以重来一次？





at 5:42 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAN


I'm here again.

Afternoon i receive call from DOREEN, and i totally blur like don'tknow what fcuk, She was like laughing non-stop -.- And talk for almost 15mintues and we both reliase something. *Burst to laughter*. HAHAHAHAAAH!

Idk whether to say it or keep in my mind. Something really bother me for a long period of times, I choose to tahan till now. Hohohoh!



Dear God, The only thing I ask of you
Is to hold him
When I'm much too far away

I never dreamt it'd be
this way
I've lost any chance for me to say
To say that Imissyou,
say that Iloveyou
Will someone please tell me I'm okay

I wasn't prepared for what's to come
A life made of memories gone so young
And now I'm regretting all I've done
But in your heart know
that I'm with you all along

Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there.
Whatever it takes, I will make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight


at 11:57 PM

O.O Ton over at tzewei's grandma songka last night, 2of wei's friend seriously insane.
Left my puff at home, If not i'll be smoking 24hours there till morning. Muahahaha.
Morning came, 9Plus bus home with wei's. Slept at 10am and awake at 2plus. And watch tv, Till Darl &Lg call. Prepare and went to meet them at songka again (:

Stay till 11plus, tzewei's dad sent me homeeee. O.O *Thanks uncle and Aunty!!
But 节哀顺变 *Hope i did spell correctly! LOL!
SHAGSHAGSHAG! 1night after a 3day tonning. SweeBo?! HAHAHAHAH


Doesn't you have your own mind to type your own pages? NB!


How dark does the night have to be, To make you realise


at 10:01 AM

Yesterday was a blast day for me.
I totally went mad finally people for help -.-
Jurist to keith to kiefer to maverick to many more,
They stunt and tot i'm the one who kena, ESPECAILLY KEITH! >.< Me not so heng to tio can. -.-


LAOGONG, Be strong ok. Jie An Shui Bian.
As i say, i'm 24/48hr for you, This goes to peiyi too.


at 7:45 PM





HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAYDIO/RADIO

HOHOHO! Rot at home whole day, And stupid maverick msgs me and i stare at th phone non-stop laughing. lmao. Shoot in halfway nia mah. HAHAH! lol. Yishun tmr, MAVERICK MAVERICK! (: Something happen, And i just get to know that guy is my gandi. O.O
What a bad godbro i had. *Runaway*! LOL!

Bill explode soon. HAHAH!



I MISS GPT


at 11:38 PM

16OCT2oo8

Out to meet shiming and huili, Then plus mrt to kovan and meet manuela for dinner.
Home 10plus (:








17OCT2oo8

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KHOLIQUE!

O.O Home till night, 8Plus went out to meet them.
11plus bus home. (;


at 11:58 AM

Meet GPT 3plus at hougang gym. Went in 30mintues and came out. Bus-ed to LAOGONG's house for swimming. ROFL. Swim like siao people there, Chichatted with them about r/s -.- 30-34mintues later, Went suana for almost 45mintues. Luckily we didnt die inside -.- 44.5Degree. After that came out fly to swimmingpool, Swim like crazy, while P&T chichat about something. HAHAHA! 8Plus, Bathe everything and went laogong's house for dinner. ALL THANKS TO LAOGONG's MOTHER and also maid. For preparing for us. Thanks alot. AHAHAH! I did something wrong. Ps ah DARL. heheh. After dinner bus-ed home. Then then then sean called -.- Went to meet him nearby my house. -.- U&#(@*#(@#*@(*#. Home 10plus. Giggling* lol



















at 10:03 PM

I'm going mad alr.
Whole day at home staring infront of laptop just to earn that patentic few cents.
I dk why am i taking up this stupid lame job just to earn those few CENTS! -_-

JobJobJob! Please come to my face right now. T.T
Searching up and till till siao alr. Wed Wed Wed! I love wed. Waiting till beard come out. WAGAGAGAGGA!

&Is just first day of school after hoilday, AND I DIDNT GO! Cool right? I think i wun be going till i am happy with school. HAHAHAHHA! lol

BlogShop Update!


at 1:20 PM

O.O BoredBoredBored >.<
Wentout to find manuela and charmaine to talk about bla.
Somehow think back about what they did, is seriously making me GAGA!
Whatver shit. Charmaine is like siaocharbor .




CHARMAINE LEE! What's with your hand ?





11 Oct 08, 11:14
CHARMAINE: i know! i'm the best and i rock big time!! GRACE! JACQ LOVES GERALD!! =X

11 Oct 08, 03:48
gene: relinked !

11 Oct 08, 01:40
manuela: is fun talking with charmaine yeah!

11 Oct 08, 00:19
tzewei.: you shi hao hao tan ok! BIG loves.

10 Oct 08, 11:03
JiaYi: relinked;D

10 Oct 08, 09:26
Freda: haas .. hre tu tag ue .. linked ue lerhhs ..

10 Oct 08, 09:04
peiyi: if u love us,let us share ur sorrow ,np abt my mum la,dun worry

10 Oct 08, 02:48
minmin <3: hw cum ur eyes lyk swollen in the photo ?????! wad happen ?!??!?!?!

10 Oct 08, 02:45
jasmine: we heart ue.

10 Oct 08, 02:45
jasmine: ie nnd cliques lend you shoulder lah. whyie must be tht zu....... wadever. lolx. Get better soon.

10 Oct 08, 01:52
benny: hahahhaha. drunker. admit if u cannot la. haiyoh.

9 Oct 08, 03:05
gene: dun drink so much , haha . and dun smk so miuch too , takecare many many

9 Oct 08, 00:39
manuela: i didn't expect u will miss me

8 Oct 08, 22:48
peiyi: o.o u seems to hav sth nv tell us hor...................................




TAG REPLIES

TO PEIYI: HAHAHAH. Nothing ahs. (:

TO MANUELA: O.O

TO GENE: Yeah, Thanks ahkor .

TO BENNY: Walan ehs. SIMI PIGU SIOLS.

TO JASMINE: Yeahs. Thanks cliques. I'm better alr, Thing are somehow alright alr. <3

TO JASMINE: Love all too.

TO MINMIN<3: O.O got mehs? No luhs. Nothing happen.

TO PEIYI: Teeheehee. I wanna drink again, But this time kick our LG away. WAHAHAH

TO FREDA: Thanks (:

TO JIAYI: Thanks (:

TO TZEWEI: HEHEHEHE. Yups. Hope you're alright ya. <3

TO MANUELA: Ya, Sot sot one. -_-

TO GENE: Thanks (:

TO CHARMAINE: -_- WTHELL, THICK SKIN ah SKINNY CHARMAINE! WAHHAHA! O.O i tot is the opposite way? o.o *smackHEART!




at 2:49 AM

Somehow, Something, Once deleted if over.
And YES, i regretted deleting my post. Now all my memory turn to black.

Morning met DARL then to LAOGONG's house. Thanks LAOGONG's mum for the breakfast/lunch.
Then bus-ed to Bugis. DARL bought one lipblabla. LAOGONG bought one dontknow outer shirt. ME nothing /= No mood for shopping /=

Bugis Photo



LoveLove






So after we done some stuff, Headed to buy Vodka. DARL and LAOGONG came my house, In th mean time somestuff happen. DARL totally breakdown. Sighs. After some stuff, Both finally COOL DOWN, Happy*, Hope her mum don't get the wrong idea of me. DARL, Don't get too fierce, I totally stunt -_-
So DARL went off first, CHEEUP HOR.
Then back to to drink.
Before 11pm sent her to her house, And bused home. And Cliques came to fetch me to BQ. I think i think i'm abit sotsot. Sorry for the freeflow of tear tonight, I hope i didn't spolit th mood. Seriously sorry. I burst to cry since ydae msgs. I think she's the only one FRIEND who say that to me and i totally lost my mind and freeflow came down.

Don't worry, I'm so awake, I'm not drunk -_- Is difficult for me to like go crazy luhs. HAHAH! But i know my tear are freeflow tonight, Bear with it. HAHAHA.


Photo before and After Drinking, And see how seng LAOGONG is. -_-






DARL, Am seriously sorry if i've landed you in a very wrong situition with your mum. SO SO SO SORRY! Please don't quarell again, Afterall she's still your mum yah, And she still need your care. And nothing come important then parent, others den close friends. HAHAHHAHAHA! <3 Thanks for everything. You have trouble, I doesnt wish to bother you because of my matter. But seriously thanks.

LAOGONG, Stop being crazy after drunk, I don'tknow how to control you, Feel like shouting at you and WAKEUP, Give him or yourself a cool down period. DARL and me will always be with you. Supporting your decision*Maybe* . Advice is giving up on someone is giving them freedom. You can find a better one, Not i say WJ is not a good one (: He have his own good, But to him, he can't decide, then maybe is better to let go. Alright. <3 And and and also, Thanks too. HAHAHAH




And and and. Hmms. Nvm. Shall not mention anything here.
I wanna give myself a time to reflect on myself for the past.
Did i really betray my friendship within her? Did I? I suppose. I can say i no longer can face myself now. Maybe, But up till now i'm still stuck in a face where i'm now. Idk what kind of person and FRIEND i'm, Maybe i'm still not the friend you wanted. IDK. I really dk. I'm sorry for the past i did. I'm sorry. I Just Hope Nothing Will landed in your health now.



I feel like vomiting, But is choking me. Im my bottom of my chest. AHHH!


No matter what, I just love my 2beloved. I'm brave, I can take it, That why i doesnt want to bother you 2 yah.

TO Him: I just want you to give me the only one night to lent me your shoulder.
I'm blabbering nusiance now, Just don't bother about me .