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My name is Chair and I rock.
Seventeen candles on the 28th September '09. I ♥ cocktails, cocaine, and clubbing.

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you know you love me
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at 9:33 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOH RI YONG (AHBOI)

Mrt-ed with Dad to cine tgt with Manuela &Syud . On th way saw Ahboi . zzZzz
Then walk all th way to FarEast, as Syud getting her nose piercing .
Then walk less then 20min &Left . Walk all th way to somerset mrt to get our bus to Bugis . Manuela bought her stuff and off to BJ, after eating we left -.-
Mrt-ed back to HougangMall . And left to NearBy playground to lepak and take photo .

LOL ! Before 8 we left . bored bored bored . Drop dead at home ))):
Stupid Manuela say i changed >.< !! You bloody SLUT ! waHAHAHAHS !

















我在搞笑 借着热闹 掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑 偏要说着 一个人真好
当人群散了 突然觉得我可以死掉
我受不了



at 11:11 PM

Home-ed all th way till night .
Went down to slack awhile with Adi awhile . 9plus rush home to watch TV !

Will be putting private back after next week ((:
Msn me your email yeah ((:


还在搞笑 害怕回家 不知怎么熬


at 10:40 PM

Went meeting Syud . Lepak till 4plus, bus-ed over Weii's house . BLAHBLAHBLAH !
Met my 2loves ! Skip swimming, chatted with them . Had dinner and LAO YU SHENG ! thanks WEII'S PARENT ah ! HAHAH ! Wei's dad is super sweet, he said: Get 4A ah .' Aizai, if i could, I get b or c i already fly to sky alr man . But thanks ((:
GPT is always there to support me right ? loveslovesloves ! In th mean time, i don't feel like going home due to mum . So suddenly GPT change topic to our parent . I think P &T parent damn sweet, But Pei mum is more duper sweet . How i wish .... Nvm .
BIG SIGH ....


Neverthless . I reach home . Bath and everything .

Thanks PEI and WEI for talking so much about parent tonight !
Ilove both of you manymanymany .



I never want the truth .
I perfer staying what is suppose to be .


at 10:48 PM

PLEASEEE !
You think funny ah ? Asking rubbish and say HAPPY CNY -.-
I don't need you to greet me anything . Just leave me alone . You're making me so miserable !!!!!! FCUK




Getting tired thinking of you


at 11:24 PM

HOHOHOHOHOH !
GPT, Manuela and syud came my house for CNY (:
Havrco at my room taking photo -.-

SPAM SPAM SPAM ((:
































7Went Wei's house ... Lepak till 11plus , cabbed home (:


at 3:20 PM

New Year Eve . Seem so peace, no occasion of new year -.-
Waiting for mum to come home, and then eat . &Den 8plus over to point to meet my 2darling (:

I got 2more peace day, before mum start to kpkb .





Without your presence
i still carry on living .
With your presence
i think i'll contiune dreaming loving you .



at 10:18 PM

Tagboard back . LOL !
Poser, tag more &i'll ban more . Try me on . Don't come find trouble, and hide behind your screen like a nerd .

Met Gektiang, actually going Chinatown, but lastmin change to town .
Whenever i go cine, i must hide here and there -.- LOL
LongJohn's > Smoke > Bought ticket for 4.10pm show > Taka &Back to Cine for movie
Editedit, When i'm at taka kuno, I SAW SOMEONE I HATE IN MY WHOLE LIFE ! WHICH IS XY &I forget th name . They saw me, i saw them . I stare one look from up to bottom of their toes . If you're reading my blog you should know . People like you'll make me puke luhs, what's the point of saying HI outside . You think i care and give you any damn back . Dream on . !
Ok, back to my topic .
Catch Love Matter's movie with Gektiang .
What i can say is, is super lame and sucks .
Ending dunno what's the meaning -.-
I rate it 2/5 . Damn scuking, think twice before you wanna watch this movie .


My bill came . Sucks . I seriously dont'know what the heck am i using . I'm sorry !



BOBBY !
PLEASE FCUKING KNOW WHERE YOUR STANDARD ARE . YOU TRYING TO BE FUNNY RIGHT ?
SINCE YOU SAY YOU'RE FROM AMK, BUT WHY WE ASK ARD NO ONE KNOW YOU LEH . STEP ONE AMK PEOPLE WE SCARE MEH ? YOUR TAO EH 42 YEAROLD ALSO MUST SAY AHS . LIDDAT I PITY YOUR TAO LEH, GOT THIS TIME OF GINNA, ANYHOW POH TAO COME OUT . MAKE YOUR TAO SO XIASUAY . KP WITH ME NOW SIBO ? WHY YOU ALWAYS LIKE TO CHANGE TOPIC ONCE I GET INTO THAT SENTENCE ? TELL ME LUHS . I DON'T BOTHER YOU TOLD LUCAS WHAT ALR LUHS . IS YOUR MOUTH, &I DIDN'T ASK FOR YOUR COMMENT OR ASK YOU TO TELL ME WHAT YOU'RE SAYING . SO NOW, YOU AMK PEOPLE TIOBO ? LET ME ASK YOU, YOUR TAO IS WHERE DE LUHS ? SAY OUT LUHS ! SAY BIG ENOUGHT FOR ME TO SEE !
AGRH, SINCE YOU WANTED TO END LIDDAT, SO LET IT BE LOHS . DON'T THINK TOO HIGH ABOUT YOURSELF, EVEN JERRY THEIR ALSO GIVE NO DAMN TO YOU, YOU KEEP PESTERING US LIKE SHIT . CALL CALL CALL ! THINK WHAT? WE GOT IMCOMING MEAN WE'RE SO FREE TO PICKUP YOUR CALL ISIT ? LMAOOOOOOO !!!! >.<
I ALREADY GOT NO MOOD ALR, NOW YOU WANTED SO MUCH TO ADD IN TO THE FUEL . SO LAST PEOPLE LAST CALL ! YOU'RE DEAD ! LOL
NOW WANNA SAY OUT BROTHER AND GANG TIOBO . I PLAY WITH YOU LUHS ! YOUR BROTHER ALSO AMK PEOPLE RIGHT, MY SIDE ALSO LEH . HOW AHS ? COME OUT SETTLE LUHS ! I WANT TO SEE YOUR BROTHER IS HOW DE LEH ! SINCE YOU LOVVVEEEEE YOUR BRROOOTHER SOO MCUHH THAT ALWAYS USE THEIIRRR NAMES !!! ((:

DON'T COME JOIN IN, HELLO ! KNOW WHERE YOU'R LIMIT AND MY LIMIT . YOU PLAY TILL MY HEAD NOW ALREADY ALRIGHT ! KPKB ! NOW 3OF US INVOLVE, SO SEE WHO WIN IN THE END LUHS . CONFRONT YOU, YOU SAY TILL SO HUM . NOW I SAVE EVERY SINGLE WORDS YOU SAY, SEE HOW YOU GONNA DEFEND YOURSELF LOHS ! (: I'M USING MY MIND/BRAIN TO THINK, BUT YOU ? -.-
KEITH THEIR WHO KNOW ME WELL, I SLAP PEOPLE WHENEVER I'M NOT HAPPY . SO YOU WANNA TRY ONE, COME DOWN TALK !! AGRH ! SIBEI PEKCEK !




Everyone seem to be difting apart more &more .
GPT drifting as P&T project is too much, and they got so many problem keeping to themself, they always don'twanna tell me ): Cause they know i'll kill that person . waKAKAKAKS! lol
Manuela and I are still average, not drifting too much (: Cause i always irrarted her everyday in msn ((: waHAHAHAHS ! She's loving it right SLUT . LOL
Keith/Ernest/Zw &Cliques are still average too, they contact me almost everyday to ask me to meetup, HAHAH ! But i'm sorry to reject ahs . LOL !

I doesn't wanna endup drifting too much till if i need someone to talk, they's only AIR for me to breathe but not to talk ):

Your cancer grows so deep inside me


at 12:14 AM

Somehow something is missing .
I can be happy at times, but when it comes to study . I will go SPEECHLESS .
Mum wanted her ways, but i can't even bother .

Now, dev make some sense to me justnow . She tired her best for 2hours to talk to me in a way for me to listen as much as i can .





POSER, don't try to be funny over here . I ain't for you to trick alright .
&Now making me so disturb till my blogsong gone _|_ !
WANNA BE A POSER SIBO ? Comment me more luhs ((:


at 8:34 AM

WED
Went school , Char acc me . So tgt we went searching high&low for MANUELA -.- Classmate all wanna hong char. waKAKAK ! LOL . Chatted with teacher, somehow i got this feeling to go back, but whenever schoolday, i don't have that heart to study .
Class got no girls, i got no inteest for this course . I don'tknow what's on my bloody fcuker mind . Mum only know how to force, but she don't understand a single bits . We can't talk for 5min &above, we never fail to quarrel each time . What a day . Teacher giving chance, need not retain, i can guarduate tgt with them, but but but . Nothing seem to interest me ): NOTHING AT ALL ! Including thing happening beside me . Whatever .


THURS

Went Bugis with Sherry . Bought bags, pants and one slipper . waKAKAKS ! Sherry and I laugh upon wearing and buying it . LOL ! We shop till we died, We shop all ard BugisStreet from 2rd floor to 1st floor . Everyshop we did shop alright -.-
For 3Hours, and went BugisJunction AND AND AND Sherry wanted to shop again -.-
Wtf . Walked ard, and finally left ard 8 . Went Point to meet my 2darlings .
Slack till 11plus and home-ed .





I told myself to giveup on you almost everynight
but i can't make myself to do that .
Cause whenever i see you online i nearly brokedown .
You once walk toward me
but thirdtime you choose to turn your head to others .


I need some listening ears, but neverthless noone can do that .
I keep to an extent of keeping stuff to myself
till i don't bother to speak out

HE say it right, i'm a failure .




at 12:11 AM

If only MUM could try to understand me at times .


at 1:40 PM

Deleted Marcus stuff, Due to sth . !
Wun be updating here about Marucs stuff . Those who wanna know more either you go Pearl blog or msn me .


Went out late evening . NBCB ! Dulans .
Met Huili, and den bobby's and friends . Everything becoming so complicated .

BOBBY,
Now people who diao amk will slowly know your mia xia . This is how you wanna get famous right, so we let you be lohs .
Must be happy right . Actually after 12 should be your birthday, is a happy one . But you yourself don'tknow how apprecaite it . So taiji come alr, you run and hum kup phone . This is how you wanna act BIG uh . Hohohohoh .
Actually drinking, but in th end make till us pekcek so we left .
Mrt-ed to serangoon, saw Gektiang . Bus-ed home saw Adi -.-
Chitchatted for 30 mintues &i make myself way home . HAHAHAHAS !

First went tanjong SuperStar, in th end went bq . Then in th end home-d -.- Waste my time . NB ! Whatever .


at 7:36 AM

Last night Syud msg me to meet today
Thought we use to have conflicts last time, but afterall we'r back .
She changed to somehow better .

Mrt to town to meet her . She acc me to take my pay &headed for lunch .
Then went my old place LJS outside to smoke . Awhile later decided to walk to FarEast . Reach, &saw my SHUAIGE . *Drool . Pardon me for being random .
I walked in and he came toward me . Being random i asked him " touchup how much ? He ask "Where nehs ? I look to my leg . &He jitao BEND AND KNEE AT THE FLOOR and LOOK FOR 2MINTUES FIGURING WHICH ARTIST TATTOO IT !! I give a O.O
Giving me a BIG SMILE &say 80-90$ . I gave a zZzzzZ face . Normally outside they touchup is only for 70$ . So i just LAUGH and quickly pull syud out . waHAHAHAH .
.
..

So syud wanna get piercing done . At this very moment one guy pop infornt and say HELLO to me -.- Syud and I looking at each other giving a face "You know him ?"
In th end he say he's blablabla . I then laugh and say CHEY !
Piercing halfway, my dearest sherry called and ask to meet .
So quickly done our stuff, and mrt to kovan to meet her .
Once i step out from mrt JUST 4STEPS ! Javiour called .
So ask why quarrel again ! &He talk till very JIDONG, and scream &shouted all his voice over the phone and telling me to tell sherry sth . My temper rise ! I shouted at mrt, all my vulgarities come out . &Passerby staring at me making me feel like walking toward them and shout what ? Never see people screaming over the phone sibo ? LOL
Syud stunt when i shouted . HAHAHA ! So waited for sherry &den walked toward macs to sit . And Javiour can you just growup and stop your childish mindset . You're soon Father to be leh . HELLO, CAN YOU JUST GIVE IN TO HER ? YOU SAY YOU GIVE IN BUT DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH SHE DID FOR YOU ? IS BECAUSE OF ONE WORDS FROM YOU, SHE LOST CONTACT WITH DEL... &HIS GUYS FRIEND . What more you expect from her ? And please as i told you, She's now preganant . Don't small little idiot stuff quarrel . You think very cute isit ? zzZzz Wtf . I know people go in NS, they changed to be mature, but you ? I seriously see no DIFFERENCE ! Whatever .
What you msg me, i know is just because you're angry, so i didn't told her .
Everytime quarrel shout at me ? Think i punching bags meh !? zZzzZ NB !
Quarrel is my problem eh . ! I'm so big, i mix-match them back . waKAKAKAK ! LOL

LameShit .
Please treat her as what you suppose to .
If not her parent &her friend can't be able to entrusted her to you . Stop behaving as secondary mindset alright ! &#(@&#(@

&Also, Quarrel can't settle everything, Is just making more worst can !







&Also, some overdue photo during X'MAS (:













Hmms .
stop appearing and dissappear
you making me sitting in a merry-go-round
Few round after, You vanish .
You're the one making me fills with false hope
and also feel with sadness .
And also feel with lots of memories .

Stop appearing in my life everyweek with different girls can !
Idk why, i just can't stop thinking about you .


&GRANDMA ! Iloveyou .


God had created the heaven and the earth
and many creatures in 7days
He presented the most beautiful things to
the man in the world
Therefore when you live in this world
No matter what you have been going through
If you know how to treasure
All things could be most beautiful


at 11:29 PM

Went out to meet sherry to polyclinc . We waste 1hour plus inside clinic waiting for this and that . _|_
Then mrt-ed to compass . Ate and lepak awhile . SherryGoh &me just bth one girl .
She came and meet us, that nvm . AND SHE EVERYTIME SAY SHE WANT QUIT SMOKING &SAY DON'T SMOKE TOO MUCH, end up taking cigg from me . You no money ? You love to cheat people money you dare to say you no money to buy all these LJ ! Don't come bullshit with me can ! I &Sherry went silence all th way till she go . Wthell .
There is not a need to keep saying i put angkong i got alot of money luhs . Since when i brag my family is rich ! LJ ! Don't step one pathetic leh, making me feel like duping urine at your bloody hell FACE ! PCB !
Enough of ranting ..
..

Lepak with Sherry, she just can't stop talking for just 2MIN !
Sherry say alot of stuff till i feel so weird -.- . She changed alot, telling me sth that my mum always said . Wthell .
-.- 9pm bus home . I tot home will always be fill with warmest, but neverthless . I went back is empty . I don't seem to have a family at all . Everyone one by one went work and outside . Leaving me all alone at home . What to do !

People who know me understand me well .
For you, You'll never understand .






Her shadow can be seen in every
concer in the dark
The smell of her fills the air
Her laughter lingering

至少曾经拥有，和他一起笑着走过的一段路 ...


at 2:00 AM

YESTERDAY
Went down bedok to wait for mother .
Meanwhile met huili lepak, &she acc me train down to NUH with my mum .
Uncle changed alot . Everyone seem to unfamiliar to me )):

Sighs .....
Seeing Grandma's with so many tubes here and there, my heart ache .
I kept back my tears . I just hate to see tubes going tru from nose . I can sense grandma is in BIG pain .
Mum &me kept calling Grandma, but nothing . Grandma heartbeat rise to 80 and stop .

..
....
......

Left ard 8plus . Mum went back to work while Huili and i went bugis awhile and bus-ed to kovan to get my lunch and dinner tgt . Lepak till 11 and bus home .










-------------------------------------------
TODAY !
Morning met Jing ard 11plus . Point to eat and leapak from 12 to 3pm .
Den met sean, &he left less den 5mintues . LOL
&Home bathe &changed .
Went out with manuela and sherry .
Mrt to town, recuit express den mrt back to kovan .
3of us ate Kfc, going mad waiting for th 2nd chicken to arrive . PEKCEK AHS ! LOL
Ate more den 45mintues, and den left . Sent sherry to mrt and lepak awhile with manuela . &bus home .

Sherry stomach getting bigger &bigger .
Date with sherry is more this year -.-
Meeting her again tmr . &Next week . lmao ahs ! LOL !







Thanks for all th concern everyone . lovelovelove .


Conflict between use
will never be mend back



at 12:59 AM

I Just don'twanna anything happen again, i had lost 3loves ones alr . NOWAY I'M GOING TO LOSE ANYMORE ! NOMORE .

YESTERDAY PHOTO
Met this 2idiot at point . We never fail to meet eachother once every week (:
They will never let me emo . HAHAHAS !!








Sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while .



at 5:52 PM

Went over point solo .
FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE WALKING OUT SOLO TO ONE PLACE, Manuela always ask me to be independent . I did it today .
Somehow i feel so lonely luhs, but i think solo outside also can see thing clearly . LOL . Walking alone can be good can be bad .



When thing are looking up
You'll forget the sense of loss
but for the person across from you
When you go up
He'll inevitably come down
your fates are interchanging
aslife is full of ups and downs


at 7:07 PM

Went out afternoon to meet manuela for breakfast& lunch .
Then bus over to somewhere near her house to lepak .
5Plus cab home . And Super dead now . Both idiot can't meet, as tmr one friend wedding . &(#)@&#()@&(#0 Don'twant to meet solo so cancel our meeting .


at 12:13 AM

YESTERDAY

Yesterday went somewhere and bugis to meetup with my 2 sot friend .
Ma working, so went find her ahwile, Waited for Norisha and off to walk at street .
Then left for food, and then Sha's sis left to Bukit Panjang &we mrt with me back to hougang to meet manuela . Sha your actions make me laugh like no today . loool
10Pplus went with her to Ave8 to catch sth and KweyTiao for dinner/supper . Lepak and whistle . muHAHAHA ! Only Sha understand . LOOL !
11 bus home . Seeya on 18Jan DARLING .
Pardon my BIG face -.-



TODAY
Went for work . Saw many idiot . Can say is slack but when come serving customer is seriously fcuktard man . Not gonna rant more .
9Plus say sth and mrt back serangoon, ringup dev to meet, she'll never reject me always <3 . Ate sth and bought icecream to 950 to slack and heart to heart talking session .
Home at 11pm . Lepak till bored alr .




Wondering, what if tmr i'm not in this earth .
Anyone will feel sad ? I doubt myself, cause what i do i know .

We can't predict life
BUT
Life predict our future .


Emotional lying there w/o life