君が消えたあれから 僕に今も降り続ける雨


Thursday, April 30, 2009
at 11:40 PM

Help Fionna cover her work at expo today.
Met Fionna den bus down to expo.
Metro sales make me go gaga. Walk here &there like an idiot.
Wagons putting 70m away from another wagon -.-
&now i'm having headacheee after walking like more den 20time here &there.
Metro sales totally can make me insane .
LOL Actually D can come find me after his lesson, budden he nbcb slept at train till reach home -.-

Fionna left ard 2plus. Angie is nice to come down from Suntec to meet me. &7 we left there. Acc her back Suntec. Angie &I make err many friends today -.- i think first is like err the securityguard 17year old, den the work plazasing de den err blurblur den i forget. I think there's more -.- Exchange number here &there. LAUGH ! NBCB Suntec Fruit head >.< J msg &met him home tgt. &fcuk that Nbcb J cannot stop zizisiaosiao kicking my leg &"ABUSE" me. Same goes to Angie -.- knSAI. Tio abuseeee till head pain. LOL Homed early today (:
Head dropping T.T



Lawrence dntwant let me work T.T
Monday den i can work T.T Poor me, jobless for 3days no pay for 3day T.T
Lawr say "After next week mentally prepared first" HAHAHAH ! Let me rest got motive want sia. Nb.




Head spinning like no tmr sia. Fcuk
cant see what i type properly now -.-

&thanks Fionna &Angie for lending me phone. I got 3spare phone now . HAHAHAHHAS <3
xoxo,
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Tuesday, April 28, 2009
at 11:54 PM

YDAE !

Met Ahboi &co to cycle.
tsktsk.
Den met Angie &Buangkok den i cycle home while she cab to point to wait for me.
Lepak &Eat KFC. Den went over sean voideck .
Call him up &he came back from dntknow where -.-
I'm not use to what Sean's is wearing -.- Kept staring &give that look . HAHA
Kinder Joy ! (:






ANGIE &MINE NEW PET -.- LOL

TODAY

Went working last min due to sam last min call ! -.-
Clear stocks ! -.-
Reach ard 5 or 6 plus. Went smoking ard. Walk over to other end &went down to sit &puff.
Look up Joohniam there, so scream at him &he came down .
Finish our puff, went to his shop to acc him -.- He &his nb pokercard showing off. LAUGH !
Den Sam call. Awhile later went back . Do those packing .
-.- TILL 11plus . Sam sent us home. Like we 2 squeezing like freak behind th van &non-stop laughing on our journey can . Ask sam to sent us to somewhere that we can blablaba. Drop at my house nearby me &Angie took our puff.
Awhile later Sam sent Angie back . ! We can't stop laughing inside th van can ! -.-
ANGIE, please i dntwant sit behind with those goods again. I can go mad can ! ZzZZZ.
Is freaking hot for 10min -.-




xoxo,
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Saturday, April 25, 2009
at 11:59 PM

Friday > Met Fionna &train down to plaza.
Tell her where to walk &etc.
5 left over to Suntec. Walk halfway some one figure &is Joohniam -.- dotsdots.
Carry on to work place. Luckily Angie there is not so messy. HAHAHAHHA !
9plus train to buangkok &eat. Lepak till 12plus &walk home tgt with Fionna while Angie walking back alone crying -.- LOL *Cause cry will make me know there's people there for me * LAUGHS !
Halfway Sean wanna meet so i walk the deserted place to my house opposite bustop to meet him. T.T Lepak till before 2am left home .







TODAY
Meet Angie at mrt. Mrt-ed tgt to DhoubyGhaut. &She took bus striaght to Suntec to work. &I went back to work. Heng is like not messy >.<
Cut Short.
6Plus Angie came down plaza to look for me &we lepak till 8 &i left tgt with her to Suntec. O.O *Talking halfway about sam thing to Angie, SAM APPEAR BESIDE ME -.-*
Me &Angie like err staring at each other. Since when he appear beside >.<
8plus Joohniam msg &ask if wanna go home tgt after work. So agree .
STRIKE 9PM sam sent me to Plaza as i needed to change back pass . &Aftemath bus back to Suntec -.- Helping Angie to chuck everything under . LAUGHS!
10plus went back change pass &Meet Joohniam &walk a distance &we 3 sweat like hell.
Joohniam can't stop zizisiaosiao shooting me . Nb . Poor Angie keep listening to Vulgar T.T Dnt follow okays. Only Freak you for you (:
Mrt back sengkang, Joohniam lrt home while me &Angie went out &take a puff &homed.

Angie 1hour liao why haven online -_-
LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH. Angie let's do th same thing as today for tmr yea. HAHAHAHAH


&PEOPLE, if you wanna hong my charbo friend. Please go far away from me.
dnt make me d you people . tsktsk . Especially you know who luhs.



thanks for th concern D.
lovelovelove
xoxo,
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Thursday, April 23, 2009
at 11:52 PM

I can't sleep de whole freaking night. Tossing here &there T.T
11plus went out with mum to hospital. Is a tour to me today .
I saw 2 prisoner 1guy &1woman like er, having those metal cuff from their hand tgt with their feet. My eyes can't stop staring at their metal stuff. LOL
While waiting for mum went out to have some puff. LOL, while sitting at th taxistand, 2officer like all th way looking out for sth. &I like keep staring at them. LOL in th end one prison car came toward. &Out of a sudden from that pilar came out a woman with everything cuff. EveryONE staring at HER going up the prison car. ZzZZz. She went up, the driver open one door from the car &ask her to go in &lock her in -.- Er like wtf ? I didn't know prisoner car inside got one so called LOCKER ! -.-
&This ended . Went up . 2hours of waiting -.- Suffering . HUNGRY. CRAMPS ! WTF !

Mum is alright BUT i'm not alright -.-

7plus went down Suntec to find Angie, as she's not feeling well, actually i needed to cover for her. In th end we went home tgt -.-
Tmr working T.T
My tears like dropping . Cramps making me insane !

LOL


Freeze at SGH !
xoxo,
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Wednesday, April 22, 2009
at 1:01 AM




What on earth happening ?
Toot !
Forget it .

Home &Afternoon acc Manuela to kaki bukit den to ite awhile.
Back to kovan ard 6plus. Lepak awhile till 8 liddat &cab home.
Manuela dnt cry cause its not over yet, cry because you're prepare for th worst. Alright ? &since i met Manuela till now my nose can't stop sneezing . Wtf! Foreheadd burning . Asshole ! %#$!&*#%$




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EditEdit - 11PM



Er, i feel like flying right to th moon now.
FINALLY FINALLY a msg from him just a few mintues ago. *JumpJump.
I can't stop staring at my phone for his reply -.- Like duhz.
Ohkays. thanks for saying you'll blablabla .
.
..
Shall cut short .
Kays, afternoon sleeping halfway. Fionna that IDIOT ring me up, den while speaking to her halfway, sam called -.- Asking if today am i working at PS. LOL !
Cut short --- Den went prepare after putting phone down.
Met Fionna at her bustop there which is near to my house. LOL !
4 cab over office. Den cut short.
5plus bus-ed to bedok inter, while she bus back hougang to meet her bf. While i mrt-ed to Suntec to look for Angie . Like er smacking mosqitues can . Noone during weekdays -.- Cut short.
9 left &mrt home-ed .
I'm having cramps ! I'm like going mad ! lol

&Hope tmr mum operation is successful . God bless mummy .
xoxo,
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Monday, April 20, 2009
at 3:28 AM

SHAG SHAG SHAG .
Late for work, bud my pay is still th same. laughs.
Fold Fold Fold, fcuk th customer, after seeing pull everything from below &see,
Do till 9plus finally Angie camee to my rescue. Started folding till 11.55pm ! Nb, cannot finish folding. My worst nightmare of clothes. Tsktsk.
Ended me &Angie went taking 70M to seragoon &walk all th way to ave8. Prata there &lepak till 2plus &Angie walk home with me, &she took cab home (:

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EditEditEdit. 11.45PM

Met Angie &we cab down to the super ULU hell place for briefing,Reach &went up &stop outside, Idk what on earth is that briefing about anyway, is just like passing number ONLY -.- lameshit.


Ard 4 or 5 plus finally we left &took bus to bedok &had our breakfast &lunch tgt there. Angie went off to meet her friends at town, while i waited for huili to come over &down to hougang to meet manuela. Manuela eh mai cry liao luhs ! SIAO de leh you ! Lepak till 10plus &went off. &is like finally my post gonna have PHOTO ! xD



PHOTO OF TH DAY ! (:














EH AARON ! What's wrong with you uh ? Get your feet up &be brave to face any strong wind ahead . Your parent i can understand, but this doesn't mean that your friend can't treat you better den your parent. Maybe some treat you good cause they wanna take advantage, but some really treat you closer den a bloodbrother or sister. Pleaseeee ! Now just concentrate on your studies can !? I don't mind if we contact lesser &lesser, cause i know you're busy studying . &I'll be happy for you. Can you just stop having that negative thoughts in your fcuking mind now !
Stop thinking about r/s, your mum maybe you just dnt care while you're studying.
Do what's important noowww !!! PLEASE!!!!!!! DON'T GIVE UP !!!!!!!!!!!! &I'm seriously sorry that i didn't wake you up as i promise to give you morning call &make you late &your fucking teacher say sth that make you so piss.
Your night msg to me seem like you going to disappear from me -.-
But this's what you want, den maybe i'll follow your wish. I just want you to study study study &avoid arguement with your mum. takecareeeee if you doesnt wanna contact anymore T.T



D 6 days already
how do you expect me to live w/o any msg or whatever.
xoxo,
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Sunday, April 19, 2009
at 1:41 AM

First day of work.
Aunty is Cool. People there are fcuk friendly .
&I almost lost my lockerkey . Phew, luckily i'm smart to go find all the wagon below. 6plus walk out to outside &have my sticks. !!
&Went back, Lawerance called &ask me to go over Suntec.

took my own sweet time finding my keys &folding people throwing those clothes . 7plus went taking bus &off to suntec Angie my new friend, came &fetch me in. We click rather well. Talk &talk &talk nonstop. 9plus seeing those clothes hanging like one tree &we decided to zao first. Left &walk a distance &mrt to ave8. &Home at 1plus . SHAG SHAG SHAG !
&Angie is still at ave8 slacking with one friend .
HAHAHAH . Tmr gonna be a big day again -.- PlazaSing &Confirm jumpp over to Suntec ):
Gonna fold my clothes again -.- &is gonna same to later.
FOLD FOLD FOLD FOLD !

AGRH !
xoxo,
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Friday, April 17, 2009
at 11:58 PM

Green to meet one of th boss.
Den to Point to meet my 2darling &den walked over ave8, as D wanna get her hair rebond &trim. Waited for 3fcuking hours just for her. While L &I walk &ate our dinner there.
left ard 10pm &bus-ed back to point.
One Girl trying to ask us for help, but in th end mission failed. Seriously sorry, but no matter what you went in cab &he didn't touch you or sth. Glad you're ok (:
Avoid is not th best nahs, he also machiam phyco siols -.- Bash up the advertisment board . LOL
After things happen &went mac.
Lepak &my stomach pain till i wanna go insane already, so told them to leave early.
11plus walk back to my crib &rest (:


Tmr gonna be a long day )):
Fellow friend, do msg me if you've time alright, As my boss say my work is gonna be so slack except needed to fold clothes for every hours. Haas.

HL, hope we wun get affected just because of this job i got. You can get a better one alright (: <3
xoxo,
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Wednesday, April 15, 2009
at 11:47 PM

Stuck here &there.
Awake by few msg, got up prepare &online.

-Compass awhile &homed ard 2plus .
>Met clown after his checkup ard 4plus. &Off we went Tampines 1
>Met Fionna &Stephanie there.
>Awhile &Clown meet friends -.-
>Den met ling awhile .
>Ard 6plus bus-ed back to hougang tgt with F &S to meet Shiming.
>8 o 9 left to HougangGreen tgt with F &S to meet Huili.
>Sat awhile not long &left to Plaza.
>Laugh, Fionna &Stephanie kanpua suay . Let people diao till so happy. lol
>Bus-ed over plaza, Stephanie with her stupid noise disturbing th baby -.-
>Mcflurry &Lepak till 11plus, Not even a call till i called you up . Wt.....
>Bus-ed home ard 11.30 with Fionna. Poor S needed walk home alone. Haas !

Thanks for th day uh F &S (:
F: Pull Stephanie out to Ave8 next time yea ((:
xoxo,
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Tuesday, April 14, 2009
at 2:55 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST DADEE







Msg dadee last night .
Sorry didn't msg when its strike 12am.
Dadeeeee takecare in m'sia alright (:
lovelovelovelove. Enjoy over there.


I finally did something to salvage this f/s in between us.
At least i wun have the feeling of burden anymore.
I gain back 2 friends, which i use to cherish alot
Thanks for letting us get back to what we are now.

I didn't die, i didn't changed, just that you can't see what is within me.
I hardly smile recently, but maybe after today. I can get back my smile &crazyness.

Thanks for letting this f/s come back. I just hope we wun start talking behind each other back or sth. Let bygones be . Let's start in our new paint building later.




Give me some times
xoxo,
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Monday, April 13, 2009
at 3:35 PM


Sorry if i deleted some of th links. Might be deleting again soon


Last min cliques called
out to meet them to drink. Forgetten to bring phone out >.<
-Idk what on earth with me. Totally went insane -.- lol


Been hiding every single stuff inside,
till now i wanna explode already.
Keeping lies is not as good as how you feels.
Keeping everything inside is more den a stone.

I got th verge to give up on night class.
Including everything beside me.
I'll never get to know what's friend anymore. &I seriously doesn't wanna know alr.
Thing are not important to me anymore.





Look out of th window
knowing where's the next stop i gonna alight.
Tired Tired Tired.
xoxo,
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Sunday, April 12, 2009
at 9:03 PM

TAGS REPLIED (:

gene : aiseh ! relax man ! aizai !
GRACE - Haas ! Lao Kor ! lol

JenJen : bo ka lan la. they 2 need time to knw each other better. next tym dun be messagercan le. hard to be
GRACE - LOL! No more next time, i'm tired of all this already (:

L : :D
GRACE - LOL ?!

peiyi : ni hai hao ma? r u ok? anything juz call me n talk abt it
GRACE - I'm alright (: Thanks DAR (:


Jeslyn : girl wad happened ? post so big??? which tabo say thing to you?
GRACE - Nothing happen (: Where got big ? laughs.

✿ MissyStephy : grace arh grace, rmb i'am grace's sao heh. tell you what you can do now, which is GO SLEEP! :B & Stop thinking so many so much. (;
GRACE - Laughs. Thanks DUMB (:

Keith
hello hello can u juz f*ing reply our msg. funny sibo? knn. ring up us asap. pls i tell u, u dun think too much. tink about ur bloody studies can.
GRACE - O.O Sorry nahs . lol. Okok i'll .

javiour : girl, wad happened??? call me asap too. dun call keith 1st. lols
GRACE - Mms, nothing much (: Contact you soon. Haas

ALEX : eh kia relax relax..... everything can be solve la. post so big scare ppl blind cannt see arhz. lolx telling u 2 cool dwn
GRACE - What eh kia -.- Okokok. Ya nohs, scare people pajiao mahs. lol. Okok. Cool down already .

minmin : i am back frm thai. oh my godness. my dear what had happen .????????? call u ur phone off. wtf.
GRACE - Yes darling. Nothing happen nahs. Contact you soon.

JenJen : update plz my dear.
GRACE - Okok.

shasha : hai drling !! how ya ?? hmm wat aku cinta padamu . hahha, u lov who ha ?? ah tong ah .. hahah . .
GRACE - DARLING ((: Fine, you? Haas ! ilove you, eh, no i dont love tong can -.-

keith : ehh nb. whn r u gg to recover??
GRACE - Must you be so vugular ? -.- I'm fine, no need recover .

ZW : hey. tell what? plz dun play mia wit us.
GRACE - Tell what ? -.- I didn't (:

ERNEST : DUMMY V3 TML.
GRACE - Haas. IDIOT (:

minmin : nw wan play dunwan contact liao right.... wtf with ur phone
GRACE - I didn't . relaxxxx ! My phone? O.O nothing happen ahs.

ERNEST : dummy. dun play mia agin alite
GRACE - I know i know. -.-

aaronnnnn : evil uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
aaronnnnn : dun ever mia from mi & ur frenz!!!!!
GRACE - Nb, you monster . LOL. Okokok MONSTER. never will alright ((:



If you tell me, you had never backstab or watever shit behind people back.
Den i think you're insane.
I trust wrong person, &that's from secondary school. Don't tell me you didn't talk behind her. Pushing those stuff to me saying i say about her ? *Claphand*. &So now i bet she gonna annouce to everyone i'm bad, i backstab her i kan her jiaowei. *CLAPHAND TO TH MAX*.
What a life. Hate me for all you want, i'm tired. Friend mean nothing to me now.
Stay far away from me as i'm not a friend for you people.
Whatever luhs. I'm getting more &more annoyed by every single bits of stuff happening beside me .

My tears drop whenever i type about f/s
Everything to me seem bullshit. Even secondary friend after something happen.
I dontknow what's Trust anymore. Losing faith in everything . tsktsk
I dont find a reason to stay put.
I dont find a reason being a friend t you people.



D i need you ):
Idw anything except your hug ):


Fell twice
till i don'tknow how to get my feet up over again.
xoxo,
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Tuesday, April 7, 2009
at 1:37 PM

I'm tired of everything .
I don't know how to be your GOOD friend nor SISTER.
Maybe is best if you wanna end this friendship.
Is non of both of your fault, all mine.


Batok last night.
Mrt to redhill to meet SM first.
den mrt tgt to jurong &den change line to Bukit Gomak to meet friends. >.<
Reach &walk sibei cock th place. Settle down at voideck.
&GOOD GAME.
Officer call me i jiu know what happening .

Awhile cab over to east 4 to meet D.
11plus, Went Cantonment. Waited for th officer for ONE fcuking big hour. &#$%*@&!
He came &with a GUAILAN tune asking me question &to SM too. Wtf.
Simi lj officer . You got alot of work to do, so? This's also your part of work right. NBCB. left at 1plus .
Cab home.


&now i got no feel for book already .
Might be repeating of skipping lesson again.
I hate my life now. I don'tknow what i wanna do. SHAG !
xoxo,
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Sunday, April 5, 2009
at 11:10 PM

My throat feeling so fcuking itchy.
Mummy now encouraging me to find a JOB ! If not i'm at home nua`ing &doing nothing.
JoBJoBJoBJoB !~

Gonna go for lesson on tues onward. Can't skip anymore . I skip alots of lesson already . &People kpkb at me for not going already ):
I hateeeeeeee i hateee i hateeee .




&shero tooo study hard ah, dont give yourself too much pressure ! (:


單獨隔離 寂寞地盤旋

What i need is a friend for me to hold onto each other
giving unconditionally support no matter what it is forever

xoxo,
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Saturday, April 4, 2009
at 10:59 PM





Is Saturday.
&I'm at home whole day rotting.

Many thought came into my mind the whole afternoon .
Just let it be.
if friends know me well, you will know i keep everything to myself.
So i rather keep my comment to myself other den speaking out.
Rubbish will come one after one . Go ahead &spread more bah. I don't give a damn anyone . I'm tired already !
REGINA, seriously not happy come out luhs hor. GOT GUT COME SPAM ME LUHS.





你讓我的好 變成一種罪


xoxo,
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Friday, April 3, 2009
at 11:36 PM

Met GPT to ard 10plus.
Mrt-ed to ClarkeQuay &walked to Liang's Court .
Partyworld Partyworld Partyworld.
Casting inside partyworld for 4hours. (Cold like wtf)
I didn't know topup tibits &drinks got addidtion money add on. Cause i used to go with cliques &i just need to pay $10 . laughs!
I'm like bombing lots of songs but no feel to sing. haas !
My 2 favourite song which i sang ON mic "Wilber Pan &Chen xiaochun" de song. Lalalalas !
Happily casting our time inside. Sing till too engrose liao, took few photo only . haas! No time for photo.
Picture shall do th talking .







Left partyworld ard 3plus.
Head over Tpy.
lepak til 7plus.
&bused to serangoon.
Pei went meeting friend first.
While me &wei off to buy her stuff.
Mango red tea -.- NB !

Lepak till 8plus &hom-ed . !




I'M SERIOUSLY V V FCUKTARD ALREADY !
SIMI LJ REGINA, YOU THINK ACTING LIKE A RETARD VERY COOL ? SPAM SPAM SPAM
I KNOW YOU'RE ONLY SEC2 OR 3, NO NEED HAOLIAN YOUR ENGLISH LUHS! &SINCE WHICH TAG I SAY MY ENGLISH VERY GOOD. SEEM LIKE YOUR READING ALSO GOT PROBLEM ! -.- *tsktsk
Since you wanna play ard with parents right. COME, make sure you don't regret if next 2-3 week i know who you're. Starhub user i scare you sibo ?
Wanna try me right. I give you 2-3 week to show yourself. If you continue tagging, den don't cry when i pull you up. ((:

THING HAVEN SETTLE &NOW COMING ALL THIS SHIT.
spread all you want ! I don't give a damn to you anymore i swear !




眼,闭上眼,看不看的见过去.
xoxo,
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Thursday, April 2, 2009
at 2:28 PM

HAPPY SHUAI 17th TO LIGHT !

Happy Birthday uh ! <3









Yesterday .
Bused over to meet stephanie.
Rot over there till going 11
Walk over 711 buy stuff and head over playground
Chichat till 11plus &walk with her &i bus-ed home.
HAAHAH! Poor stephy, SIMS faulty . Cheerup nahs. !
xoxo,
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Wednesday, April 1, 2009
at 8:37 AM

Actually meeting Sherry &end up she went out with Javiour -.-
so as usual skip lesson
Bus-ed over to stephy block to wait for her -.- (Very fast uh)
She came down &off we walk to plaza.
Ate dinner over there. Times past very fast )):
11plus walk with her toward her house stop &i bus-ed home.


Nb, what a april fool day uh.
Kena fool by a number of people.
I already know is April Fool day, but yet till kena fool -.-
First is Aaron saying he just tio wack by people
Sec is Clown saying he &shiming patch -.-
Third is Stephanie saying she hit something which now bleeding like shit.
Fourly is Jerry saying he wanna jump down &i stupid stupid believe cause he's always trying to be emo -.-
Fiftly is forget
Sixly is Lucas saying err sth sth .

knSAI ! I just fool one person which is my LAOGONG, in th end I myself tio.
Which mean i'm still in a daze letting so many fool ard -.- Shit Shit Shit.



When nights were clear, you were the
first star that I'd see.
xoxo,
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GRACE




5th Nov` 91
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Jealous and resentful
Compulsive and obsessive
Secretive and obstinate
Emotional and intuitive