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君が消えたあれから　僕に今も降り続ける雨

at 11:52 AM

WHAT IS THE FCUKING PROBLEM WITH BOTH MY PARENT ?
SHE JUST RINGUP HOME, AND ASK ME TO GET DOWN TO TH BUSTOP AND HELP HER TO TAKE THING & I JUST FUCKING WAKEUP . I BRUSH MY TEETH AND CHANGE AND QUICKLY WENT DOWN . &SHE KPKB AND SCREAM INFRONT OF THOSE PEOPLE . WHAT'S FCUKING THE WRONG ?
WHYIES DON'T YOU SHOUT AT BROTHER ? WHYIES ME EVERYTIME . I JUST GOT TH FEELING YOU'RE TREATING ME LIKE A SHIT NOT YOUR DAUGHTER !
AND MUM CANNOT STOP COMPLAINING HOW HER BOSS TREAT HER &CUT HER WAGE FROM 3MONTHS TO 2MONTHS . WHAT IS THE FCUKING PROBLEM . TELL ME TELL ME TELL ME .

STOP COMPLAINING I HAVE ENOUGH OF LISTENING . I'M GONNA GO MAD SHOUTING SOON . I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE ALREADY .!!!! WTF IS WRONG
PEOPLE WHO DISLIKE ME IS YOUR PROBLEM . WANT FIND TROUBLE THEN COME STRAIGHT AND TELL ME, I WILL TREAT YOU LIKE A ANGEL !

What's fcuking wrong with parent nowsday . _|_ _|_ _|_ _|_ _|_ _|_ _|_

&Now i need to reconsider whether to go wei's house . I'm seriously not in a fcuking good mood .

PISSOFF IS WHAT IN MY MIND NOW

xoxo,
什么都不懂的年纪

at 1:23 AM

Shall cut short and don't rant about this more
What's wrong with these words "dun haiiz le .. u told me to smile but u didn't ):" ?
Is coming to th end, i'm trying my very best to giveup alr . It just seem that i can't bear to block &delete your contact and delete your photo away .

You left me like an idiot sitting here waiting for YOU to say you need me

11.54PM
Got nothing much to update .

What i know is going to laogong house tmr for countdown and baking muffins .
Hope * Touchwood we wun burn th kitchen . LOOL !
Spaghetti is alright to me, but baking is abit out of my mind . LOOL !
DADEE, Where did you go ? I miss you . Faster contact me soon alright (:
I still haven pass present i own you ):
I'm not into a new year next year . I don't have that joy to celebrate ):
Alot of stuff happen in 2oo8 some are bad and some are good . I prefer what's it now . If time will to revert for some time, i just hope it stay like now ):

Brother gave me his New AppleIpod(2GB)&he continue using his old ipod . (Thanks brother <333) Brother treat me good everytime . I cheat his money everytime but he don't really say . HAHAH ! What a wonderful brother i had . LOVE YOU BROTHER ((:

&to YOU Pathetic loser, You're getting out of my nerves .

当爱情来了，要微笑的对待

xoxo,
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at 3:13 PM

My temper for this few days aren't good enough, so fcuking don't let be get pissoff . I'll turn my face away .

Anyone wanna go emo/do some talking with me and Blow gentle breeze ?
Really need some nice ambience to relax .

My heart torn half since you walk away .
I pretend that i'm ok, console myself everything is just a dream .

Why there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion
I should try to forget
But there's something left in my head

You're th one who set it up
now you're th one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
But there is something ........

xoxo,
什么都不懂的年纪

at 4:44 PM

Awake by stupid HuiLi mother calls -.- Haas .
Bored Bored Bored ah ! I'm going mad . Visitng gym but last mintues cancel, cause i'm lazy to go with her . LOOOOL ! &So i'm rotting at home now . Everyday machiam noone at home . What i family ah . Sighs !

Should i meet IDIOT later to lepak awhile ??!?!?!?

I just realised that as I grow, nothing seems to interest me anymore.

&i'm freaking bored . ! So Han send this to me . HAHAHAHS

If someone were to spell your name wrong, how would they spell it?
- GRAVE

Is your phone close to you?
- Yes

Look at your recent calls, who was your last call from?
- Ling

What's bothering you right now?
- Low Cash

Bet you're missing someone now?
- Maybe

What do you want to be when you're older?
- Don't know

If you were given $100, would you spend it, or save it ?
- Spend

What were you doing at midnight last night?
- Emo`ing

Are you listening to music right now?
- Yes

Do you get along with boys?
- Maybe

Do you like surprises?
- Maybe

What are your plans for tomorrow?
- Going Vivo &StJames for some stuff .

Do you like your name?
- Yes

Do you crack your knuckles?
- Yes

What were you doing 20 minutes ago?
- Chatting

Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
- NO

What are you wearing?
- Shirt &Short . Duhs .

Bonfire or fireplace?
- Bonfire

Do you ever write notes on your hand?
- LOL ?

Where did you sleep last night?
- Own Bed

When was the last time you were in a swimming pool?
- Month ago ?

Have you ever fallen backwards on a chair?
- Yahs

Whats on your mind right now?
- Faster go out &meet friends .

Have you ever gone Christmas caroling?
- Nope

When is your birthday?
- 5Nov

Do you think you're old?
- Maybe Not

What are you looking forward to in the next month?
- Job .

When is the last time you talked to number 1 on your own friends list?
Week ago

Have you ever told anyone you were OK when you really weren't?
- Ya

Do you think anyone in general out there loves you?
- No

Where's the last place you went with friends?
- Point .

Do you smile often?
- Maybe

If you were being chased by an alligator, what would you do?
- I don't know, Can't imagine . LOOOL

Is there anyone that you wish was out of your life?
- Hmms . Good Question . Alot in my mind . HAHAHHAS

Were you happy when you woke up today?
- No

Are you in a good mood?
- Moodless

Happiest moments of 2008 so far?
- Hmms . Idk . Spending time with GPT .? O.O

xoxo,
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at 12:06 PM

Awake at 9am . Yawns .
IDIOT say his phone can be used alr . Wtf ah, after a week siol -.-
Aunty came over in th morning ZzZZZ . Cannot stop talking -.- Make me can't sleep .

fook CHEENA people . PCB . Don't ever let me see you talking to my mum .
If not you better watchOUT AGRH ! &#(@)&#()@ NNBCCB !
I got no offence to my 3china friend in ite, accept th one at KOVAN ! &(#@&()8 Whatever .

&FCUK THE HELL OF MY NEIGHBOUR, Whyies you go tell saying i didn't do housework ? EH, YOU SERIOUSLY MAKING TMD PISSOFF . WHEN I DID HOUSEWORK DID YOU SAW BEFORE ? DIDN'T RIGHT, SO YOU BETTER SHUT YOUR BLOODY CB MOUTH . EVEN IF I DIDN'T HELP MUM TO DO HOUSEWORK IS THAT YOU FCUKING PROBLEM ? IS YES COME AND TELL ME DEN . PCB !
I SWEEP, I HANG, I MOP, I FOLD &I WASH . ANYONE CARE ? WHAT YOU ALL KNOW IS KEEP NAGGING AND SAY I DIDN'T HELP MUM OF HER BUDREN AT HOME . SHUT THE CRAP . EVERYONE DOTE BROTHER MORE THEN ME . YOU CARE I DIDNT EAT ? YOU CARE ? YOU'LL ONLY CARE I USE HP BILL MUCH AND I DIDN'T HELP IN HOUSEWORK . WHAT CAN YOU'LL SAY OTHER THEN THIS ? FCUK LUHS ! PARENT DOTES GUY MORE . WHAT CRAP . KNN, IN TH FIRST PLACE WHEN YOU GIVE BIRTH ALR THROW US AWAY LUHS . WHAT FOR RAISE US UP AND KAOBEI SO MUCH . &#(@&#(@)#&@()
I DON'T FEEL A HOME RIGHT NOW . OR I KNOW IS I'M TREATED LIKE A MAID ! BEING PUSH HERE AND THERE DOING WORK . PCB !
&NOW I JUST WANNA FIND A JOB THAT WUN LET ME STAY AT HOME . I'LL GO INSANE !
SPEAKING TO MUM AND AUNTY ABOVE 5MINUTES MY BLOOD BURST AND BLOOD RISE UP !
I THINK MUM DOESN'T HAVE HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE FIRST, I'M THE ONE FIRST !!!!
I ALWAYS TAHAN AND MY FACE TURN RED TILL I CAN'T EXPRESS IT OUT ! ONE DAY IF I GO MAD I THINK I'LL BE MUCH MORE HAPPY THEN NOW (:

&My mum's husband which's my dad, he's acting very very super weird nowsday .
He suddenly cook and do some housework O.O
And suddenly bought my favourite XXL lollipop from m'sia -.- Wth . Acting super power weird .

&Out of a blue, i feel so super sad for no reason . My mind and brain is acting weird till i dunno how to express out . What i want to say is ANYONE free to go out lepak at hougang area ? I'm going mad . Idw to meet IDIOT, he'll make me go mad . LOOOL . Everyone acting weird . Whatever .
Noone there to talk to me ):
My emo day coming soon, &soon i'll vanish for sometime . HAHAHAHS ! LAME !

No i'm not waiting, Yes i'm giving up .

xoxo,
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at 1:47 PM

Out of sudden listening to song and my mind kept thinking about new year, &Den Grandma's is th first in my mind . Next newyear how to celebrate without her presence .
She is always there during newyear at our house for reunion dinner, but next year is going to be different . I'm missing you badly GRANDMA ! 3Left, i don't wish to see one more . NEVER NEVER NEVER ! What I want is to listen to their voice once again .

Big Sighs

Kays, Started to love this skins annoying after editing here &there for hours .

A thousand words creates a perfect scene, but a few words ruins everything.
Better off alone, &i'll be over you.

xoxo,
什么都不懂的年纪

at 3:43 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MANUELA

Manuela, we gone tru many up and down of stupid thing .
As can say started to be close since sec3 right . Thanks for being there at that time . In th time, we had many quarrel but now i can say our friendship are much more stable now right (: Let not quarrel over small matter yea . Rmb we say we gonna stay tgt for 3-4-5More year down th road ? HAHAHAS ! Hope this will not gonna be a blank paper ahs . PLEASE PLEASE, be happy leh, parent are parent ahs . Don't let them affect your future . Stay happy tgt with your lonely ahs . If he bully you come tell me, me ask my dadee from penang go all th way to his ARR dunno what land find him &chop him . LOOOL ! Anw, happy is what i wanted you to be alright .
<3333333

HATE ME THEN IS BETTER NOT TO SCROLL DOWN FOR MORE PHOTO (:

Christmas Evee mean YESTERDAY 24/12/08
Went out to meet LG AND DAR to Top1 . ROAR !
Reach ard 12plus or 1plus, then to Top1 . LMAO AH ! $4 more . Wtf
LOOOL, Went crazy inside singing, i think i'm th only one keep saying i want this and that song . Heh ! Ps ahs . Browsing tru some mv, making us eyes with tears -.-
I think we 2 are mad . HAHAHAS ! &We choose quite alot of COUPLE song . HAHAHAHS ! End up laughing when singing th girls part -.- Wtf . FreeFlow of water right, but we didn't even manage to drink one cup .
Blahsblahs .

Then went taking photo like mad . &IS also th first time DARLING took so many photo tgt loh ! HAHHAHA S!

Upload photo . . .

TOP 1 !!!

RestInPeace LG ! loool

Sang till 4-5plus, &then went over to BugisJunction to get stuff . And then mrt home . Rush&Rush . Then went over to find Huili first . Bought sth, and is like so LATE ! LOOL ! Rush over to Manuela house as wanna give her suprise . In th end she gave us a BIGBIG SUPRISE right MANUELA !? LOOL ! Okok, take it easy .
Then bus to inter, then bus to kovan to had lunch/dinner -.-
Then mrt to town . Manuela went crazy wanna take this and that photo -.-
Buay Tahan . This's my ever first time using camera taking so siao .
Camera see i go good bring you out whole day leh -.-
Mean time PIGGIE msg me, &Msg till i low batt -.- Tmd, PIGGIE, take it easy man . Let her come back to you ahs . Alright ?

Then mrt to clarkequay . Finally a place to sit, and sticks ! LOOOL !
Lepak there till 12am+++ . Then mrt back to kovan . MANUELA that guy handsome hor . So cute luhs ! LOOL Lepak at mac till 2am &then cab home . Manuela hope you like th bear ahs, &&&PLEASE next year must seriously celebrate alright . ILY luhs ! LOOL !

Otw to TOWN &PHOTO of those shot tht manuela wanted -.-

Photo @ Kovan .

I still got photo inside my phone -.- Lazy to upload . !

6.41PM
Since wakeup till now, haven been eating anything accept asking sean to help me buy Bubbletea justnow . ROAR ! Hungry Hungry Hungry ! Lazy to go down to buy ): Lazy to cook as later need wash -.-
&Finally change th skins of pink to plain . Don't really like it, but don't care luhs .

How much do i need to said
Till you know ?

Fell too hard this time
i can't climb up myself anymore .

xoxo,
什么都不懂的年纪

at 2:34 PM

YAHOOO !
Dunno which idiot call me at 4am, but i didn't pickup cause i'm alr in my LALA land alr . The caller number kan happening siols, 63003*** !
Awake at 1pm . Mum bought breakfast/lunch home . Fcuk, going diet alr . Few week back, my weight went down abit because i'm sick . But now rising again . Fcuk . Diet Diet Diet ! LOOOL

GPT: TOP1 TMR ! 11am-6pm alright .
&I wanna order drink, you'll show ic kk ? HAHAHA
DARLING, we order one jug kk ? Carisberg . !! lol

EditEditEdit .
Went out to meet Sherry as she wanna get some stuff at compass .
Bought and went to hougang . As she wanna get baking stuff . LOL !
Like we're shopping inside RedMan for almost 1hour ! -.- Squezzing and like wtf ah !
Manuela and Huili came &look for us . Thanks God, manuela came to our rescue -.-
So awhile later finally can get out of there .
&So, blahblablahs . Sent Sherry to mrt then off we went pasar malam &bought stuff from there . &So went over to our old place to lepak . Both of them cannot stop laughing -.- BuayTahan. Stop with that grandson leh ): Huili got one more kids alr leh, Name Kenneth . ! LOOOL ! Ask him give you'll grandson luhs ! lol
9plus off, toilet &then playground . &Then awhile later RAIN -.- Tmd, and bus home .

Bored !

Imissyou IDIOT (:

xoxo,
什么都不懂的年纪

at 7:25 PM

Yesterday Yesterday .
Met sherry at Javiour's house there, then eat ChickenRice which Javiour's mum cook .
Me and Sherry then went voideck to lepak and chitchat . 2Hours casting and gossiping about stuff . Then 5plus Lrt to compass .
Bought sth, then slack at usual place . ROAR . Lepak there till 7pm .

See her cb face, last time when i take this kind, she will definiftly go mad and keep asking me to delete . But now, she say nvm cause also want to become mother alr -.-

&
7pm RUSH bus all the way home . Bath and chiong out . Bus kan slow can ! *Yawns
Reach ard 8.30pm . HAHAHA ! Meet huili i'm always late . Sorry ahs ! LOL! Waited for Manuela . Then went searching for thing to get for ahboi's sis .
lol . Then bus over to 925 pit . ALAMAKS ! Ahboi's relative i'm seriously so SPEECHLESS . Whatever . Saw Kenneth and ShengTong . But Shengtong left awhile after we reach . Smoke and photo ((:
And lepak till 10plus there and wentup boi's house . Drink abit .
Then 11plus bus homeeee ! (:

PHOTO

Waiting for Ahboi's to sent group photo to us (:
LALALALS !

&Then at midnight 2-3plus . KNN, one day no trouble your body buay tahan sibo ?
Me and sherry msn let lok keuy see . She tot we really quarrelling . LOOL
Sherry &I on th phone kept laughing and laughing . ZzzZZ
Then
Chatted with Sherry till 3plus, then call MANUELA till 4am . Wth .
I'm so dead . Somemore th next morning needed to meet GPT .

Slept ard 5plus .

&SO, awake at 9am . Mum kpkb about sth . Then waited for mum to go work .
And then fly out of house to meet GPT . Actual meeting is 10am, due to me change to 11am, and i reach late due to my stomachache . SORRY AHS ! lool
No photo ):
1plus went home . Actually meeting Sherry, but she not feeling well . So change till wed . (: *OHSHIT, cannot cannot . Might be meeting GPT to Top1 on wed . FCUK, i forgetten .
&I'm so happy we are not meeting, so i can rest awhile .

I wanna get th new launch LG phone . Fcuk nice can !
I swear i gonna make him my new love by end of next year jan . Gonna find work by this week alr .

Thanks LG for th X'mas card . love loves lovess

&Fcuk
Ernest DUMMY now then told me his hp died badly . Dummy's hp is still at hospital ICU . Awws poor DUMMY no phone . HAHAHAHS ! No wonder you didn't msg me this few days luhs . Tot you hong charbor till other country liao .

I tot i could sleep, but in th end i online till now -.-
&EditEdit, Went out to meet dev at Point . Lepak and sean shouted my name, and i tot who -.- lol ! Sean, My friend say you very handsome leh -.- HAHAHAHS ! LOL!
Lepak till 1oplus and walk home .
Norisha Birthday approaching and she's like crazy msg`ing &tell me -.-

TOP1 ON WED
I going mad thinking about going there, i wanna drink there . Cozy place siols

If i've one more chance to
I'll Definitely say ***

Cause of you
My mind went totally blank almost everynight

xoxo,
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5th Nov` 91
Ggggyypp@hotmail.com

Jealous and resentful
Compulsive and obsessive
Secretive and obstinate
Emotional and intuitive