君が消えたあれから 僕に今も降り続ける雨


Sunday, February 28, 2010
at 1:21 AM

Awake in th morning just to settle some stuff before heading out.
Otw to shop Andy called and say he reach already. I'm like still otw there -.-
So reach faster fly over to shop and call andy to meet me at Guardian first.
Pass Andy stuff and den ask them to shop to start. Yooowhoooo. YW like staring and keep thinking end up know -.- Thanks Jurist ahs, and also Y,C,A,M,L,A. Thanks alot ahs.
End everything went out to talk to Gary, as there's lots of stuff going on. Talk for almost 1hour -.- I tell you i seriously feel like crying out the moment he ask me to "smile to her even she come and buy again". I hold back quite long and i kept very quiet and doesn't know if i should say "Ok or NO" is seriously fcuk difficult to face her when she done this fcuking complain. Asking me to smile to her, i doubt i myself can do it. I can don't show anyone attitude bud toward her is ......... Please be more understanding. I can joke or what to people, bud when that fcuking person step my tails, i make sure she taste what i taste before. I can be nasty if you treat me bad. Think twice of what you do and say. Afterall this is HUGE blow to me first time. Deep down my heart, what i can say she seriously make my DAY man. Pcb LaoCB! &#&#&@@&(@&*#(. Shall stop ranting. AGRH ! I rather you scold me or what den believe me and talk to me nicely.
Left there at 3plus.
THANK YOUUUU ANDY !!!!
aftermath over to quite a number of places. Suntec awhile > PS > Fervalve > Point > Downstair.































xoxo,
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Friday, February 26, 2010
at 11:43 PM

Till today i realise everything you done is so fake.
I treated you as a very AKL friend, talking those personal stuff to you, being so close. Everything is BULLSHIT. You treat me as a fool.
You name me with "Attitude Problem" i'm fine with it, cause i know myself well that i seriously have AP, bud wtf who doesn't have it ? NBCB.
You don't tell me you doesnt have ?
YOU shoot me back with those nonsense you did also. Wtf. I'm not a fool for you to play with. If you think i'm easy being bullied, i'm sorry to say you're totally wrong. You wanna play this with me, den don't regret me for getting so mean.
I've my limit in everything. GET IT BITCH!
I just did a very stupid stuff today, and end up getting myself in hot-soup.
Maybe quitting will be easy for everyone. I agree i have attitude everytime bud people knows me well should know i can joke ard bud depend on who and when it's. Bud this time i totally break down with this complain. I don't wish to be in this state. Don't talk to me nicely, you're making me more worried. Scold me if you want to do so. Your talk make me ended up crying like hell this whole afternoon. Scold me scold me scold me scold me. I wun talk back (I promise)
This hell Bitch don't ever make me serve you, i'm very sure i'll serve you like what i did to you today. Pcb. Watch out you this #&@(&#@(
xoxo,
什么都不懂的年纪



Monday, February 22, 2010
at 11:57 PM

Yohoooooow.
FRIDAY Aaron came to shop to look for me, and HAHAHA i can't even recongise him at all, he changed and he say i changed too (become short and fat) Nbcb. tsktsk. After work mrt-ed to TPY and cab home -.-
Ard 12plus Sean wanna meet so fly over opposite to meet him till 2plus.
SAT after work i actually took TRAIN to TPY and cab again over Plaza to S&M. Lepak till 1plus and cab home. Bloodyhell since starting of CNY till now whenever i wakeup in the morning i'll have bad muscles ache and i dont even feel like waking up -.- Fcukshit.
SUNDAY miserable work day, DAMN bored. Gaining more and more due to working in that shop. Got nothing to do kept eating. WWTF. Cannot cannot, gonna find ways to slim down all over again. Roars.

and TODAY.
Just finish "Xia Yi, Zhan Xin Fu" Wtf? Tot is the last episode in th end final episode is next week. Got to wait other one week more -.-
DAMN IT. SHAG SHAG SHAG. My fruity liteeee i make sure i'll drink you up everyday 2-3time.






xoxo,
什么都不懂的年纪



Wednesday, February 17, 2010
at 11:56 PM

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16Feb2o1o

Went down early to shop as Gary called asking for help. So prepare and cab down.
Flood Flood Flood with water. Tabuleh tahan man. Help out till 9plus and they close shop. Thanks Jasper and Gary for the Angbaoo ahs.
Close shop and finally Steamboat time. :D
Went out to gather with Peishan and bf's and took Gary's car instead of Jasper's to beachroad. We ate since 10plus till 1am. Crazy damn full. Jasper waited for everyone finish and so bloated and he say buffet eh, and he carry on ordering crabmeat and eat till shiok only -.- Waited for him to finish actually heading home. End up asking them wanna go sheesha as all noob till don'tknow what's that, so agree and went arab street for sheesha. As usual all become mad using pipe to action only. LAUGHS! Jasper shiok only non stop -.- tsktsk* Ended up at there till 3am ! Tabuleh tahan -.- Home and lay dead on my bed.















17Feb2o1o


Start work lohs. Damn Shag. Sleepy like hell. Ended work and went buying Eucerin and new powder. And also my fruity lite. And home after some stuff. Patricia thanks ahs. Home ard 9plus. Ate and rush out to meet my beloved LG which i didn't see her for like 234567Monthssssss. Pei shall gather soon tgt alright. >



xoxo,
什么都不懂的年纪



Tuesday, February 16, 2010
at 1:06 AM


I HAD NEVER MET SUCH A FCUKING IRRIRATING GUY BEFORE IN MY LIFE.
I'M HAVING HEART ATTACK TALKING TO HIM. #&(@^#(@#*#) YOU'RE REALLY GETTING MY NERVES OFF ! PCB. PEOPLE WHO ARE CLEVER ENOUGH KNOWS IF ONE PERSON REPLY YOU SAYING "I'LL MSG YOU WHEN I'M FREE" THAT MEANING IS SO WHITE INFRONT ALREADY. MUST YOU LET ME BE MORE STRAIGHFORWARD TO YOU ? -.- OMFG *BANGWALL* YOUR MSG IS WAY TOO FCUKING IRRIRATING. CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE.
xoxo,
什么都不懂的年纪



Sunday, February 14, 2010
at 11:27 PM

Deleted my previous post.
Yesterday dinner *thumbsup*
Went ChoaChuKang in the late afternoon with mum and brother, and to visit Grandma's at somewhere nearby central. Meanwhile lionel's saiguan stop beside the trafficlight JUST beside me -.-
Cab home after that, aftermath went out again to point to meet them. Walk over ave8 for dinner and lepak awhile and homed (:
Tmr going over fernvale and pohhuat something something to visit Grandma's and Aunt's Niche.
Tues might be going down marina to do something as MRJ and MRG say so, maybe aftermath going for steamboat with them and drinking (: Whootwhoooo.





Valentine day is what a shit ):
I do not miss you bud hate you now (:
xoxo,
什么都不懂的年纪



Tuesday, February 9, 2010
at 12:06 AM

Its been long since i last update photo right ? (:
Some photo taken since last weeks (:

Can't really remember after work where i went -.-
SATURDAY
OFF so met Stephy to town to buy clothes, saw J over there chatted awhile and head over FarEast den to ComCenter. *thanks Stephanie ahs for the accompany* Done and everything headed to MarinaS and den 10plus to PrizeStage. Left and cab back, otw back Melvin call and ask to meet so went Fernvale to meet them instead of heading home and rest ): Left there ard 1pluss (:









SUNDAY
Work and eventually i got to know something. I abit just too disappointed for what both of you say. Sighs. Coming to 8 plus have a talk with Jasper about something. ( I'm sure i can change, bud is not easy bud give me some time. I'm sure i can slowly learn to control my anger and attitude ) 9plus stephanie came down with not to meet me actually bud to catch ( DOREMON ) __ HAHAHA. and bus back. Met melvin again. LOL









MONDAY
Somehow is difficult for me to talk to you because of what you say.
I did gave you face, bud i don't mean it cause the way you say ia abit too far.
**** i'm sorry if i give you face, let me cool myself down for few day (:





TUESDAY = TODAY
Ended work and went up because of the doramon -.- Peishan caught one and thanks to the person. Jasper sent us back after done everything. Thanks ahs



xoxo,
什么都不懂的年纪



Friday, February 5, 2010
at 12:27 AM

FULL OF ANGER !
Without complain we do, without stealing we do, without upside down we do
Everything that you'll care, we care too, bud in the end we got this without nothing.
Things that you'll wanted we does. Empty we got ):
Nahs, shall not vent more. Is just few mins only.

AGRH AGRH AGRH!!! Cab-ed home as there's stuffs i needed to settle.
Sat town-ing. *Put on smile back*
Doesnt know how to explain those empty heart. Thinking back of those cuts that stab me real hard took me few months to forget, bud somehow cuts stays forever. I can't resist for not seeing your profile. Something wrong with me -.-. How TO How CAN ? Am i that dumb to let you fool around ? That hurts is way too deep as you're the second person in my life that appear sweet toward me. )):
xoxo,
什么都不懂的年纪



Monday, February 1, 2010
at 11:57 PM

Waited for PS to end her work and went out to lepak and puffssss.
talking halfway and i BLOODY HELL saw my WINZCLUB *** and i got mad -.-
Sad enough ):
Shall stop this part. LOL
bused home aftermath (:




back to what i wanna blog, seeing your FB making me feel so uncomfatable, seeing those msg you type before bud to her now. Felt so lost, i don'tknow why i lose you just out of a sudden, and dont ever know up till now that feelings for you is still there -.- *i should be mad* Those words that melt me and things we do tgt and you came looking for me whenever your book out. And till now i don't ever understand why you do this. If you doesn't have that feeeling why wanna cheat me in the first place. Pushing me to like you and in the end pushing me to the cliff. i dontknow what i can say bud everytime i log in FB, that verge of going to see your FB is so high. That moment and thoughts is always precious in my mind up till now, even when you lie and do sort of pattern to me. How can i just let you off my mind, i dosen't want to cheat my own feeling for saying i gave up you in my mind. I can't control! And is leading me crazy thinking of this. ))):


xoxo,
什么都不懂的年纪




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