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君が消えたあれから　僕に今も降り続ける雨

at 12:31 AM

Bloody hell tiring.
I am super early at work today! I reach just in time in the whole 4months. HAHAHA
Awake at 8- Prepare till 9- Bus at 9plus- Reach work at 10am. Woohoooo.
Can i don't work and money will drop from the whole GREEN trees? LOL.
Forgetten what the heck i wanna post already.
Erm Hmm, Justnow betting with Gary. He tot both of us is super dumb. He say "Guess right, tmr get pay". Once i smell i say the taste shan drink and also say. HAHAHA, and we'll be getting pay tmr. YAY YAY YAY YAY.!

Should i go club tmr with Girlfriend and cliques ? Maybe not. LOL Got to spend wise already, Got to buy stuff i need most, Got to save some for my next whole months. Should be getting a nightlife job soon. Bud i'm thinking super hard whether to work at pub/club as familiar faces all around. tsktsktsk.. Needed most now is money money MONEY.

Envy is what i can say now.
*Bang the wall*

xoxo,
什么都不懂的年纪

at 10:51 PM

Im back home SUPER early today. After work out for sticks and bus-ed home straight.
Can't think of anything bud memoriess.
And he remind me to go Grandma's niche to pray. I didn't go for more den 5month when Grandma's niche is done, and due to my crash time-slot i can't slot even an hours to go. Im sorry. Weekday working till night and this whole week i've work as there's event at suntec. More shit, morning till night. How do i have the time to go ): Next week GRANDMA, I'll definity go next weekend when i've my OFF day. I promise.

and i got to do something with this current job i'm working on. Maybe after July or August guess is really time for me to quit and change job and enviorment. Sometime you just can't stop conflict between one another. No one is perfect and please don't ever tell me from the day you work till today, you had never gossip each other beforee. In this world no one can never stop their mouth from bad-mouthed. This im sure, cause in millions of people inside, im one of them. Bud i swear during my work at EAC working with you, i had never bad-mouthed you before infront of either one boss. Maybe im those kind of senstive when people beside me just gossip and showing those sacarstic faces. I don't like fake facesss. Straight to the point sometime i can take it. Also to say i should also change myself, i know myself too well. Im posting this not because of im having any conflicts with my working friends or boss. Cause im seeing my balance for this job is starting to shake. I can say i do like working there, bud maybe sometimes thing aren't that smooth to me.

9/half month since you left, you've move on to another r/s. Im still lingering onto. Asking to move on can't be help, as day past, feeling gone FONDER not FADING. Regretted for deleting those P you took on my hp. NO, im not dumb bud stupid to choose not to giveup. Asking people to giveup is easy, till when is your turn you'll know the pain when people ask you to give up and move on. Is never easy when you do, bud is easy to use your mouth. Actions speak louder den voice, Yes i agree. Bud voices is only to friend around, deep inside is worser den being slash. Like OR Love. I can't see the differents till now. I still can't find any reason why i choose not to contact you anymore when i last see you at JK. Fcukshit, Damnshit, WorstShit.! AGRH. I never regret once loving you so hard and pleasing you till max. Im still holding on to that feeling. What's on earth with mee!

I've once fallen for you, but your feeling can never compared with mine.
Can those past be rewind back ?

寂寞若隱若現有了你在我身邊將孤單通通消滅
有了你在身邊我ㄧ點都不累自信還大大加倍
有我在你身邊把悲傷化成喜悅讓夢想全都實現

xoxo,
什么都不懂的年纪

at 1:45 AM

Im going mad due to my cramps __
and still needed to go work later in the early morning. Hope i wun go mad working with him tmr as im still not in a very good mood. tsktsk.
Can't sleep can't sleep can't sleep )):
Im dropping dead soon.

________________________________________________________________

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAAZELAH.

Im back from work. Phew today HENG AH HENG no people.

If not i sure kpkb. And that noob dont'know what's STM -.- Super cock luhs you. Hahaha

Say fanny and also syuhuda at my shop. Super shock to see Syuhuda. LOL

Im fcuking hungry since morning, stomach knocking and knocking. __

Ended work and went over Kelvin's house awhile to take my clothes back. And he drove me back home speeding -.- Killing my life. Cccb! Im off to bath, watch my tv and eat my mee.

为什么我却只想要哭

xoxo,
什么都不懂的年纪

at 11:23 PM

Im soon going to dieeeee.
Falling sick soon due to the &#$&#(@& weather and also last whole week chiong too much in the aircon area. tsktsk.
Gonna saveup money for June to go somewhere with Wk and friends. HiakHiakHiak*.
Stop sneezing stop sneezing STOP SNEZZING.

Im missing my precious SLUT Manuela for not meeting for almost a month ):
Im missing my LG Tzewei for not meeting for almost a month ):
I'm missing my DAR PeiYi for not meeting for almost a monthssss ):
I'm missing my GF Shero/Jialing/Kiefer for not meeting almost 3MONTHS )))):
and also Im missing my beloved BF Steven for not meeting 3day )))))))))))))))):

&fcuking what's wrong with you asking me haven get sacked yet wor. __ Fcuk you. What you meant by that ?! CHEEBYEEE!

xoxo,
什么都不懂的年纪

at 5:52 PM

Rebel last night again.
Sonner or later MAG and SHAN will be my clubbing kaki other den my cliques. HAHAHA
Attica first to meet MAG's Girlfriends. I tell you we don't really like that bitch bud because is MAG's friends so we just SUA SUA KE. Aries, Inessa and one TKB. Whuuuwhooot. As bouncer told us to come out 12midnight to collect the stamps cause we went in free. Awws, damn good of that bouncer. Bud before 12MN we left there already. SHAN and ME went over Rebel/Zirca ard 12. Nb, so many familiar facessss. tsktsk. Hide at my concer as SHAN feel so old over there. I went Attica i don't feel good, you went Rebel you don't feel good. Gulity*. Luckily you did dance over there. I only can enjoy at Rebel den Attica. 4Shots and tiger mix. tsktskkk.! SHAN and me was laughing till that guy left Rebel. Tabuleh tahan siah. Left ard 2 or 3am. Accompany her cab home bfore i went over to find my cliques. Yawnssssss. I'm so tired. LOL.

Starting to step in Rebel
so that i could slowly put down the past we went there before

xoxo,
什么都不懂的年纪

at 8:52 AM

I declare i'm going mad all due to kelvin tay ):
Damn funny things is that bloody indian pointed outside, damn xiasuay. __
I'm going to hide my face when i see him again -___- BLOODY SHIT.

I'm just randoming viewing facebook and i went to someones profile
and i get damn fustrated.
You fcuking bitch. &(#@&#(@&#(
Describe you with ENGLISH is only, "Bitch", "Slut, "Cheater", "Betrayed", "Prostitute". And i swear in my next YEARS i'm not going to have this kind of friend in my phonebook. I make sure you pay for what you did to me. One day if i were to see you down the road i make sure i will say out loud " Bitch who steal who snatch who use her figure to seduce people ". I will defintity make sure i do that. AGRH ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUV . tsktsk. I can't think of more names to name you anymore. You're making your life diffcult for making me. One by one of my friends become yours, all because you use your FIGURE and DAMN COCK FACE to seduce them to your side. I can say i doesn't have either one, bud i won't make myself so disgrace like you. ROAR. I'm getting more and more on fire. Shall not contiune anymore before i flare and name your fcuking name out. And remember you make me once suffer, i make you twice back. I've changed, i'm no longer that scare of anything like 1year back anymore.

I think i'm damn in love with O.O

xoxo,
什么都不懂的年纪

at 12:30 AM

Is there a need to lie to me? &#(@&$(@&#
If you really meant what you mean, den i'm sorry to say NO, NEVER!
Luckily i aren't that stupid to let you hook onto. AGRH! I'm going mad!
I wouldn't trust what you tell me again, is all liessss. )):
If you could have try harder on it, den things will be different now.

D, IMY

xoxo,
什么都不懂的年纪

at 2:00 AM

Finally got my OFF day today and i'm free to upload and update stuffs.

Slept all the way till 4PM, guess i'm damn tired after that night. Whole body aching and sleepy.

xiaoboi's BOYBOY is damn cute, he's the one dog i find it so CUTE alright, damn quiet and guai.

AGRH! I'm going crazy )):
My beloved utraman came looking for me at my work place, accompany him to foodcourt for his currynoodleee. And den went down again. Waited for peishan's BF to arrive before we go head to fly. 1oplus cab down fly. Met sean and friend's over there, so concidence aaron's friend and sean knows each other -.- tsktsk. While waiting for others to reach i went over Ph like wth. Being drag by sean and friends in. That 12 tequila nearly kill me luckily i remember to bring. HAHAHAH. And i zao back to fly to find them. Awhile later mag and jasper came so drink tgt awhile, and adam say he's outside already with his 3friend waiting and i shooff outside again and went in ph awhile and came out. The bouncer there say "You very busy ah! See you come in come out so many times" LAUGHS! Over back to fly to find them, that Martell make me abit high more. Nearly puke bud i hold back. Whooowhuuu. 3 or 4am went buying 2Lychee martini and 2 shots and Jasper open one more martell. Waa, can die man.
Left ard 4plus Mag their sent Shan home, while i went outside to find cliques and went kelvin house to lepak till i fall asleep like LOG. Luckily he wake me up if not i die. Home to change and cab down to work ): Bloodyhell sleepy and head spinning like wtf.
HAVING STOMACH ACHE NOW. A(&#@(#&@(#&

xoxo,
什么都不懂的年纪

5th Nov` 91
Ggggyypp@hotmail.com

Jealous and resentful
Compulsive and obsessive
Secretive and obstinate
Emotional and intuitive