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君が消えたあれから　僕に今も降り続ける雨

at 2:49 AM

Somehow, Something, Once deleted if over.
And YES, i regretted deleting my post. Now all my memory turn to black.

Morning met DARL then to LAOGONG's house. Thanks LAOGONG's mum for the breakfast/lunch.
Then bus-ed to Bugis. DARL bought one lipblabla. LAOGONG bought one dontknow outer shirt. ME nothing /= No mood for shopping /=

Bugis Photo

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So after we done some stuff, Headed to buy Vodka. DARL and LAOGONG came my house, In th mean time somestuff happen. DARL totally breakdown. Sighs. After some stuff, Both finally COOL DOWN, Happy*, Hope her mum don't get the wrong idea of me. DARL, Don't get too fierce, I totally stunt -_-
So DARL went off first, CHEEUP HOR.
Then back to to drink.
Before 11pm sent her to her house, And bused home. And Cliques came to fetch me to BQ. I think i think i'm abit sotsot. Sorry for the freeflow of tear tonight, I hope i didn't spolit th mood. Seriously sorry. I burst to cry since ydae msgs. I think she's the only one FRIEND who say that to me and i totally lost my mind and freeflow came down.

Don't worry, I'm so awake, I'm not drunk -_- Is difficult for me to like go crazy luhs. HAHAH! But i know my tear are freeflow tonight, Bear with it. HAHAHA.

Photo before and After Drinking, And see how seng LAOGONG is. -_-

DARL, Am seriously sorry if i've landed you in a very wrong situition with your mum. SO SO SO SORRY! Please don't quarell again, Afterall she's still your mum yah, And she still need your care. And nothing come important then parent, others den close friends. HAHAHHAHAHA! <3 Thanks for everything. You have trouble, I doesnt wish to bother you because of my matter. But seriously thanks.

LAOGONG, Stop being crazy after drunk, I don'tknow how to control you, Feel like shouting at you and WAKEUP, Give him or yourself a cool down period. DARL and me will always be with you. Supporting your decision*Maybe* . Advice is giving up on someone is giving them freedom. You can find a better one, Not i say WJ is not a good one (: He have his own good, But to him, he can't decide, then maybe is better to let go. Alright. <3 And and and also, Thanks too. HAHAHAH

And and and. Hmms. Nvm. Shall not mention anything here.
I wanna give myself a time to reflect on myself for the past.
Did i really betray my friendship within her? Did I? I suppose. I can say i no longer can face myself now. Maybe, But up till now i'm still stuck in a face where i'm now. Idk what kind of person and FRIEND i'm, Maybe i'm still not the friend you wanted. IDK. I really dk. I'm sorry for the past i did. I'm sorry. I Just Hope Nothing Will landed in your health now.

I feel like vomiting, But is choking me. Im my bottom of my chest. AHHH!

No matter what, I just love my 2beloved. I'm brave, I can take it, That why i doesnt want to bother you 2 yah.

TO Him: I just want you to give me the only one night to lent me your shoulder.
I'm blabbering nusiance now, Just don't bother about me .

xoxo,
什么都不懂的年纪

5th Nov` 91
Ggggyypp@hotmail.com

Jealous and resentful
Compulsive and obsessive
Secretive and obstinate
Emotional and intuitive