君が消えたあれから 僕に今も降り続ける雨


Wednesday, November 26, 2008
at 11:32 PM

Stupid fcuk throat ! &#*@&*(&3
Make me can't speak, can't eat nor drink .
Making my life so difficult, but at th same time i'm losing some weight ! xDD

Still feel like crying, as i'm so hungry . Food infront me but yet can't eat _|_ _|_ _|_ ! Stomach getting more and more sound alr . Haven been eating thing for last few day alr . Just Plain waterrrrr . Ohdear, i wanna kill myself now .

I WANNA MAC AND LASKA FIRST !!!! ROLF ROFL ROFL !!!!!!
Going mad thinking of mac !!! &#&#&@*@(@*&$*)
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!! Stop toturing meeeeeee THROAT ! I'm going crazy alr .
My mind went blank since 2-3day ago . Mind is all about my throat, faster get well . No infection alr . Heal pleaseeee !!


Been so many day i haven been going out ):
I miss all my friends!
Thanks for all th calls ah, but sorry i can't talk much . Teeheeheee ! *Please understand*


Adore is the way of love ?




Cries in a distance
Can't stop the tremble
Im just awaiting my turn

Hiding will never
Save me forever
The guns gonna get me for sure

Dear God I pray why won't you be my friend
Come to me and take my hand
Like mama would say
Everything will be okay

All I hear is 3 2 1
The scream from the guns
And then 1 by 1
No one gets to run
Someones dad or mom
Sister, brother and son
No... no...

All I feel is 1 2 3
My tears start to bleed
Smell of roses on my feet
I feel sore
I fall...
I call
I crawl
xoxo,
什么都不懂的年纪




GRACE




5th Nov` 91
Ggggyypp@hotmail.com


Jealous and resentful
Compulsive and obsessive
Secretive and obstinate
Emotional and intuitive