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君が消えたあれから　僕に今も降り続ける雨

at 9:15 PM

Rot at home whole day .
ROFL ROFL ROFL !
Dying in progress, mind mixing with all sort of feeling .
I need a stick, asking cliques to help me buy later on :D

Can't forget first time meeting you at PC
You with your emo stupid f hair .
You and Jeremy &idk what name
Begging me to tag along, but i doesnt want .
You with your C, Giving me sticks by stick .
Sitting and kpkb to me .
I left and midnight you msg me .

Next Day .

Second time meeting you at HP
You with 2of your godbrothers .
Playing stupid basketball
You leftout your brothers to talk to me
And they shouted something .
You ask whether i understand what they're talking about ? I say NO . Laughs !
I wanna leave and so you pangseh your brothers . LALALALS!
And you wanted to sent me to my lift, and i say noneed .
And i watch you taking cab and left home .

After weeks .

Third time meeting you at HA9
Tonning tgt .
Laming and kpkb at you while you can't leave your PSP for few mintues ! #(@*#(
Walking to one place, and you hide and wanna play hide-&-seek -.-
Seeing you seriously make me feel (Feeling Unspoken)
Walking back feeling sleepy, and lended me your shoulder .
Kpkb with each other, Zisiao`ing each other .
Going up your Godma house, You with your CB GAMES !
PSP not enough, go up PS2/X-BOX ! Knn .
Lying at ** hand .
Talking and seeing . LMAOO
And you diedie mai wakeup .
Awake and slept back like PIG !
Then finally letting me off . And i went home

The following night .

Asking me to come find you, but last mintues
So i didn't went .
Telling you to miss call me then i'll call back .
And waited for your calls till 4-5AM !
And finally you called, and then you say wanna sleep .

The next day .

Fourth time meeting
Msg and went finding him at HA9
LameShit, eating with your chips .
Few mintues seeing you .
And went off .

In th mean time, forgetten how many time we met ...
Two week later .

Dunno how many time meeting
Pub, and when thing happen .
Bad experi . AHHHG !
Shall not mention about this part
Doesnt wanna type .
Whatever

And till now, you left w/o any words,
2-3week later, coming msn and talk to me with all sort of LJ words .
How to forget you when your soul is following me every single shit day ! HOW HOW HOW ?

Seriously, so miserable thinking of you .
How i wish i can sleep one whole day w/o your image in my mind .
This feeling giving me a hard time .

KAO, whenever he come online, i totally have weak heart .
Strong feeling of something will go wrong .
Blame me for being so stupid, still waiting for him to turn back calling me .
But i know is impossible .

如果命运让时间停两分钟，
我会说我***

不敢让自己靠的太近多一次

假装什么伤都没有

Everynight, What i can do is, listen to song and seeing photo we took before .
Blame me for taking photo with him tgt as a memories -.-

xoxo,
什么都不懂的年纪

5th Nov` 91
Ggggyypp@hotmail.com

Jealous and resentful
Compulsive and obsessive
Secretive and obstinate
Emotional and intuitive