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君が消えたあれから　僕に今も降り続ける雨

at 1:17 AM

and soon 2oo9 is going to end.
what past is already past i know i knowww!
thanks for all the advise you'll told me. I know i know (:
Hope 2o1o will be a better year for me and everyoneee.

Gary bought Ryan's to shop, and i almost kill him. Hahahahas.
just can't stop playing -__- if gary were to bring him come everyweek, i think i'm soon going to be MAD. lols. Ended work and walk to onegerogestreet with peishan. Sat there and we talk lots of stuff happening to each of us. Yeahs, i know what i'm doing yahs. Thankssss !

xoxo,
什么都不懂的年纪

at 11:05 PM

ใคร ๆ ก็ไม่รักเรา

super stupid for waiting
and in th end i get nothing bud waiting.
You promise to do it everyday, bud you broke it.
the only last chancee and now is already gone.
You can't keep your promise, so do i. I'll let go.

Have been waiting for that someone bud is still not here.

people telling me times haven come.

bud everyone around me kept saying why doesn't i have one as all friends ard are all attached and

why am i still SINGLE for so long.

*I seriously dontknow how to reply*

Is not i doesn't wanna find, bud there's no one that are able to prove me they're serious and they

really do LOVE me bud not LIKE.

Someone told me Love and Like is 2 different kind.

I've already let go and forget about what had happen in the past.

bud memories somehow tourturing people. . Asking me not to hate you is possible

bud asking me to forget is IMPOSSIBLE. ((:

xoxo,
什么都不懂的年纪

at 12:23 AM

Tired tired tired.
Finally OFF, and slept till afternoon den wakeup.
Night 7plus went Mall to meet Manuela and her bf to have dinner.
After dinner over kovan superbowl to lepak. They are seriously so DIRTY. Hahahah.
Envy envy envy envy. ((: Xiaoboi came down and find me and manuela's and her bf went back after xiaoboi came down. He's damn stupid playing racing car -__- after his game went out to lepak and cab home with him.
and later still have to work whole day. DAMN SHAG AHRG !!!!

该怎么说让彼此选择
当思念还转动
那孤寂的天色好冷
温柔好我在胸口浮现你的面容
也许我们当时年纪真的太小
总爱懵懵懂懂走进各自天空
那是什么让彼此选择
又不仅是尊重

xoxo,
什么都不懂的年纪

at 12:24 AM

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY MANUELA!

Hope you enjoy with your bf ahs and dont forget me ahs.

Gone tru up and down with you also. Suddenly because of working matter we didn't contact for few months and we're back again. thanks god man. You're always here with me. And we talk cock everytimeee and somemore talking bad about people. Hope this will go on. Thanks for being there for me last few month ya. and also I'M ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU ALRIGHT.

Spending x'mas all alone this year. Many stuff that happen seem it's just yesterday.
Idk how to spend my NEW YEAR! All alone.

no one there when _ sad
no one there when _ need a listening ears
no one there whenever _ need a shoulder
no one there when _ need someone to confort me
no one there when seeing couple holding hand bud not __
i can name more den 15 whenever i need someone there for me.
feeling damn down bud i dontknow why.

one thing i can say i still miss you be it taking bus listening to mp3 walking i guess you left too much hurts to me and because iloveyou too much. Letting you go is too difficult, cause you're in my mind. i can't say it out to my friends, cause they will only have one words for me. STUPID DUMB FOOL by thinking about him. Guess you left too much memories to me.

xoxo,
什么都不懂的年纪

at 11:25 PM

Thur night melvin came to find me and den ride me over to fernvale to find sam. I almost died on his hand. Lepak awhile till 2.10am den he sent me back again.

Shhh, i was damn bored so take photo. lol

Friday - WorkingWorkingWorking. T.T damn funny, everytime with peishan we everytime got abit conflict. In the end both also say sorry. Night Fionna &Stephanie came, After Jasper came and i straight away went out and Went suntec to get stuff first (damn funy inside toilet), den to ClarkeQuay inthend cab back to sengkang to lepak. Aftermath homed (:

Saturday which is today went Suntec to work. &Bloody hell my leg full of blister. __
left quite early and over to sengkang to meet Aloe and steph. ((:
Homed ard 10plusss.

IMY

xoxo,
什么都不懂的年纪

at 7:53 AM

awake by lots of missed calls bud i slept back didnt pickup. Hahahah. Bloodyhell tired !
awake by peishan calls as i tot got important stuff to say. lol.
hangup and went back to sleep and ^@%@&$(@&! gary called after 10MIN later-.- asking yesterday stuff. Know i sleeping still call so early. &#(@&#(@
BACKED TO SLEEP.

Wakeup at 1plus to prepare and meet Manuela. Actually wanted to go Simlimsquare first. Ended up Manuela say go for haircut first. In the end 4plus till almost 7pm we're inside. She's like waiting for me for 3FcukingHOURS. Power manuela. 7plus rush to take cab down to MS. Went SG with Manuela and came out both of us kept saying damn bloated. otw home manuela still can say she's hungry -.-

xoxo,
什么都不懂的年纪

at 11:55 PM

Iam soon dying. Sneeze for the whole fcuking day.
Stop saying my face everytime so black lehs. People who know me should know i everytime can play and laugh with them. lols
Japser ask me to close shop at 9.35pm. So went toilet -> sticks and came back shop to clean everything and went outside to talk with karen. Left ard 10.3o, and iam home at 11.3o. Stupid JAM at CTE. tsktsk.
Blooody nose. ^%$*@^@&!@&$^#)

xoxo,
什么都不懂的年纪

at 12:46 AM

Photo on 31oct2oo9. Thanks to laogong and dar. Just cope from wei's blog. Haas.

xoxo,
什么都不懂的年纪

at 11:44 PM

Disappointed disappointed.
work and homed.
anw randoming saw Peiling at my shop.
Watch Taohuaxiaomei and Gongxiji at shop whole day.
Night time ...
Someone make me abit piss off. Bud no worries i don't take it to heart (:

and now my mother is trying to provoke me.
enough is enough. i totally feel disgusted by everything EVERYTHING.
This is not a HOME i wanted. i don't know who can i talk to. Bud Aaron should knows why and what happen yea.
soon my blood pressure sure rise due to recently stuff that happen. &#^#*@)@&$(@

要說的多用力才能留下最堅定的決定

I don't think i like you neither do i love you.
maybe i and you is just only relying on each other each morning.
Maybe from the start you should not have run up to my side and ask me question

xoxo,
什么都不懂的年纪

5th Nov` 91
Ggggyypp@hotmail.com

Jealous and resentful
Compulsive and obsessive
Secretive and obstinate
Emotional and intuitive