back to what i wanna blog, seeing your FB making me feel so uncomfatable, seeing those msg you type before bud to her now. Felt so lost, i don'tknow why i lose you just out of a sudden, and dont ever know up till now that feelings for you is still there -.- *i should be mad* Those words that melt me and things we do tgt and you came looking for me whenever your book out. And till now i don't ever understand why you do this. If you doesn't have that feeeling why wanna cheat me in the first place. Pushing me to like you and in the end pushing me to the cliff. i dontknow what i can say bud everytime i log in FB, that verge of going to see your FB is so high. That moment and thoughts is always precious in my mind up till now, even when you lie and do sort of pattern to me. How can i just let you off my mind, i dosen't want to cheat my own feeling for saying i gave up you in my mind. I can't control! And is leading me crazy thinking of this. ))):