君が消えたあれから 僕に今も降り続ける雨


Monday, March 29, 2010
at 10:51 PM

Im back home SUPER early today. After work out for sticks and bus-ed home straight.
Can't think of anything bud memoriess.
And he remind me to go Grandma's niche to pray. I didn't go for more den 5month when Grandma's niche is done, and due to my crash time-slot i can't slot even an hours to go. Im sorry. Weekday working till night and this whole week i've work as there's event at suntec. More shit, morning till night. How do i have the time to go ): Next week GRANDMA, I'll definity go next weekend when i've my OFF day. I promise.

and i got to do something with this current job i'm working on. Maybe after July or August guess is really time for me to quit and change job and enviorment. Sometime you just can't stop conflict between one another. No one is perfect and please don't ever tell me from the day you work till today, you had never gossip each other beforee. In this world no one can never stop their mouth from bad-mouthed. This im sure, cause in millions of people inside, im one of them. Bud i swear during my work at EAC working with you, i had never bad-mouthed you before infront of either one boss. Maybe im those kind of senstive when people beside me just gossip and showing those sacarstic faces. I don't like fake facesss. Straight to the point sometime i can take it. Also to say i should also change myself, i know myself too well. Im posting this not because of im having any conflicts with my working friends or boss. Cause im seeing my balance for this job is starting to shake. I can say i do like working there, bud maybe sometimes thing aren't that smooth to me.

9/half month since you left, you've move on to another r/s. Im still lingering onto. Asking to move on can't be help, as day past, feeling gone FONDER not FADING. Regretted for deleting those P you took on my hp. NO, im not dumb bud stupid to choose not to giveup. Asking people to giveup is easy, till when is your turn you'll know the pain when people ask you to give up and move on. Is never easy when you do, bud is easy to use your mouth. Actions speak louder den voice, Yes i agree. Bud voices is only to friend around, deep inside is worser den being slash. Like OR Love. I can't see the differents till now. I still can't find any reason why i choose not to contact you anymore when i last see you at JK. Fcukshit, Damnshit, WorstShit.! AGRH. I never regret once loving you so hard and pleasing you till max. Im still holding on to that feeling. What's on earth with mee!




I've once fallen for you, but your feeling can never compared with mine.
Can those past be rewind back ?

寂寞若隱若現 有了你在我身邊 將孤單通通消滅
有了你在身邊 我ㄧ點都不累 自信還大大加倍
有我在你身邊 把悲傷化成喜悅 讓夢想全都實現
xoxo,
什么都不懂的年纪




GRACE




5th Nov` 91
Ggggyypp@hotmail.com


Jealous and resentful
Compulsive and obsessive
Secretive and obstinate
Emotional and intuitive